My Life....I Guess

SUMMER

Well um to start of this story I'm going to talk about the beginning of my summer...the last day of school

Everything was good some people were crying because it was going to be the last time at that school and during the beginning of the day I had breakfast at usual but was stressing because my criminal justice class had this big last day "project" which would say if we passed or not...

So I went to my first period as normal and then came second period my criminal justice class so the "project" we had to do I was prepared we had to do an interview and when we got there we were all sitting and then my teacher dropped the news on us there was no interview we were all kinda mad but at the same time happy we all got A's besides the people who decided not the come all we had to do was show up and be dressed

We did a ceremony that out criminal justice teacher where some of us got medals I was among the ones that got one and most of the girls got one except 2 or 3 and only 1 boy got a medal and for the ones who didn't get a medal got a personal letter from our teacher and some who got a medal got one too...I didn't get one I hurt but I ignored it..

Then third period came nothing to special happen we just played uno then lunch

That's when things happened...so I sit with my "friend" and her boyfriend at lunch and we got lunch then we sat down and skipping to the end towards the end of lunch she got my phone and was playing with it as usual

So since we had last lunch we were dismissed to our 4th period we had the same 4tb period and she never came so I told myself she would wait by the gate after school to get my phone like we usually do

So skipping to the dismissal of my last period I walk out of the class and make my way to the front

I didn't see her at the gate to I made my way over to the area where all the private buses are and I saw her but she just got on her bus and left after saying bye to her boyfriend

So when her boyfriend started walking towards me I asked him if he knew about her having my phone he said no and said he could call her I just said no

And my private bus pulled up by me and I had to go

No way of contacting my mom I was crying a little st how stupid I was

My mom called the bus asking about me and they said I needed to call me mom and I told them I don't have my phone so I talked to her with their phone...she was trying to call me down...I felt so stupid...I was actually suppose to go to a movie with someone and I fet bad that I couldn't contact her and tell her

So since i didn't know of a way of contacting my so called friend i used my computer and went on Instagram and commented on one of her post saying i needed to ask a question...I wanted her to explain to me she said that she lost the phone

She had mentioned a name of one of my other "friends" saying that she told her something at a certain time of the day but I talked to that friend on one of her post to she said something different...got my phone stolen the last day of school

So yeah that's how my summer started I honestly should have looked at the signs that "friend" would take things from me but I didn't make a big deal out of it

But I don't understand why take things from me makes me think she thought that I had alot of money when I don't... my family is no where near rich...they...they just want to make of for time they weren't there for me they just want me happy

What ever she has going on I don't think we were ever friend no matter what your situation is you have no right to steal... she could have just talked to me

I lost my trust a long time ago and I let my guard down to be her friend and it hurts that she would do that to me

And after her taking my phone my mom is starting to go through reall tough times

Just because you go through something doesn't mean you drag other people who want to help down with you

My mom had enough things to deal with like my sister my sister is going through hard times barely had a place to stay my sister has a baby... he turned one on the last day of school...that day was such a shitty day but

Thanks to her it gonna be hell to ever trust someone again

That's all

~Lexus
July 2, 2019 9:54pm
Tuesday

A/N: like I said before I don't care about punctuation I just wanna talk and let out what's  on my mind no stops