[EXO ff] My Sweetest Revenge

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L U H A N

TAHIMIK lang ako dito na nakangiti sa kawalan. Naalala ko kasi Sehun! Nawawalan na ren ako ng gana na mag dance lesson kasi. Ang wala lang. Ang tanging gusto ko na lang makita dun at si Sehun. Grabi talaga effect niya sakin!

"Luhan hoy! Sabi ko may klase ka pa?"

"Ayoko tinatamad ako." Pagkasabi ko niyan bigla akong binato nitong panganay nanin. Grabe lang ha? GRABE!

"Akala ko ba gusto mo magtayo nh ent someday?"

"Eh dance class yun eh- hinde performing arts school. Hehehe." Sinapok nanaman ako nitong bakla ito. Nakakailan na ha!?

"Edi sakanila ka nagpaturo ng things na kailangan mo malaman! Nagaral ng performing arts yan mga yan. Bakit ayaw mo ba pumasok?"

"Minseok hyung, nainlove ka ba?" Tinanong ko si bakla pero napatigil siya at napatulala. OH SHIT WRONG MOVE!

"I mean, ngayon. In love ka ba ngayon?"

"Ewan ko? Bakit ikaw, in love ka ba?"

"Slight? Hehehe baka crush lang naman." Then kinwento ko sakanya ang buong pangyayari mula sa simula. Kung paano kani nagkita kung paano lahat!

"Eh ba't tinatamad ka pumasok? Nag move na siya papatalo ka ba? Ikaw rin." Bigla na lang ako tumayo after ako maconvince sa sinabi ni Minseok hyung. NAG FIRST MOVE NA SIYA KAYA AKO NA SA SECOND MOVE.

Pumasok na ako sa room kung saan naghihintay si Sehun, at ayun nga...

Top less habang nagsasayaw. FUCK ANG HOT HOT NIYA ANG SARAP!!

"Sehun?"

"Hi! Ready?"

"Uhm.. I'll be honest ha? Pumasok ako dito to know more about dancing and stuffs. Hindi ko talaga balak sumayaw heheh."

"Ano ba kailangan mo malaman? I'll help you." Wait, huh? What? Ang bilis ng pangyayari? No disappointments or what?! OMG IS THIS A SIGN?!?

"Everything. Mister."

"May bayad."

"Ano?"

"Eto."

And the last thing I knew, I was kissing him hard while I am sitting on his Lap grinding myself to him-

WE ARE MAKING OUT.

M I N S E O K

"Sabihin mo we'll have a price increase. Hindi panahon ng talong ngayon so we have to change the price. I'll tell you if we have enough eggplants. Okay? Yes thank you." I checked my wrist watch, gabi na pala. I spend time here sa office at inasikaso ko lahat before the deadline. I want to keep my self busy just to forget my painful past. I know Luhan didn't mean to brought that up kanina. Alam niya yun.

Since I want to be all alone at the momment. Nagpunta nanaman ako sa lake. Dito talaga favorite kong tambayan. Pupunta sana ako doon sa coffee shop kaso sarado na. Wala na lang ako nagawa kundi maglalakad na lang dito. Gabi na and nagrereflect yung moon sa water. What a nice view talaga. I looked up and saw stars shine. Ang ganda. If ever there's as wishing star. I wish there is someone who could really protect me.

Nawala ako sa mga iniisip ko when I bumped into someone. Hindi ko kilala but he has a well built body. I said sorry at tinalikuran siya but may isa pang lalaki na kasing katawan niya.

No please.

"Lonely? We could accompany you."

"N-no thanks." I tried escaping pero wala. The other guy held my wrist. TIGHTLY.

"Then accompany us." The other guy said at pinipilit niya ako ilapit sakanya. Tears are already falling from my eyes.

Not again please.

I really tried hard to get out of their hands but they are too strong. I was about to scream but the guy covered my mouth. And my past starts haunting me again.

I closed my eyes and I remembered it again. Galawa na ako ng galawa para hindi nila ako tuluyan na maangkit but hindi, they punched me. And that's the time I gave up. I just cried because yun lang ang kaya kong gawin ngayon.

I can't do anything. Im weak. Mahina akong tao and I can't fight back. Memories of my past are repeating. All I could wish is a savior.

And the momment I opened my eyes. Nagulat ako that Im all alone. I checked my self if nangyari ba talaga yun and Yes. My clothes are kinda torn. I can't see really clearly kasi my eyes are full of tears.

Someone touched my wrist and I just broke out. "PLEASE DON'T TOUCH ME PLEASE I HAD ENOUGH!"

"Shh! You're safe." And the momment I opened my eyes again, Gentle fingers wiped of My tears. Then I saw him clearly.

Jong Dae.

"Jongdae..."

"Okay na. Wala na sila." He said. He put my head onto his chest and let me cry. Hindi ko rin ineexpect na ilagay niya yung coat niya saakin just to make me feel warm.

"Kaya mo ba? Do you feel weak?"

"I can't stand." And The next thing I new. He is carrying me gently. I thought he is rude and selfish. I guess I was wrong.

Nakaupo ako sa isa dito sa mga sofa ng coffee shop. Ang suot ko lang ay boxers tsaka over sized hoodie na parang dress saakin. Si Jongdae ay naandun sa counter, gumagawa ng coffee.

"Coffee." Kinuha ko yung coffee from his hands at ininom yun. I'm over with with it na. And I think bumalik nanaman siya. Please no.

"Ano ba kasi ginagawa mo doon? Sa gitna pa ng gabi ha? Kung hindi lang talaga ako nagtapon ng basura, hindi ko mapapansin yun."

"I want to be alone."

"Pero wag sa ganunh lugar."

"So Kasalanan ko?"

"Hindi-"

"Ano kasalanan ko kasi nagpaloko ako? Kasalanan ko kasi hindi ako aware, kasalanan ko kasi ang tanga ko? Kasalanan ko kasi maganda ako? Kasala-"

"YOUR PUTTING SOMETHING HINDI RELATED! ANONG SINASABI MO? WALA AKONG SINABI NA KASALANAN MO! KUMALMA KA NGA! ANONG NILOKO?" Nanahimik ako bigla ng narealize ko mga sinasabi ko. I broke down again. Eto nanaman ako.

"K-kasi..."

"Sabihin mo."

"I was once raped. By my ex boyfriend." Then all memories popped up.

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HI!! HAHAHA SORRY NGAYON KO LANG NA UPDATE ITO :(((