MadArcher/SwanQueen/Mills and Hood family oneshots✨

Time i was not in pain anymore.

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

14 year old Robyn sat in her room listening to her usual playlist which consisted of Billie Eilish, she'd idolised the artist for a long time now and loved the beauty of her voice, the way it captivated her a took her away from reality for a the time the playlist lasted. But her mom Zelena, disagreed with her listening to this artist, due to the deep messages within the songs, Zelena believed that it's the reason that Robyn has began to self harm. "Robyn? Sweetie.. I need you to come downstairs and help me clean up the kitchen before your father gets back from work" Zelena called from downstairs, oblivious that her mom just called for her Robyn continued to listen to her playlist and doodle in her maths homework book.

Zelena didn't like that Robyn had not answered her or come downstairs so decided that she would go upstairs and see what Robyn was doing,ever since she saw her daughter inflict harm upon herself she felt on edge whenever the 14 year old was by herself in fears that she was harming herself.

Walking into her daughters room she was greeted by Robyn sat on her bed doodling on her maths homework book and listening to music. Getting angry she snatched the headphones out of Robyn's ears.

"MOM!!! What did you do that for?!" Robyn sounded visibly hacked off that her mom just did that.

"I have asked you to come downstairs and help me with cleaning the table before your father gets back! And what are you doing instead.. You're sat on your bed doodling on something you shouldn't be and listening to.." Zelena paused to listen hard to what the music was, this fuelled her anger even more "BILLIE FUCKING EILISH! HOW MANY GOD DAMN TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU TO STOP LISTENING TO THAT DEPRESSED ARTIST! ITS MAKING YOU WORSE ROBYN, I don't want to lose you like you lost your father" she whispered the last sentence tears brimming her eyes.

Robyn took a deep breath, close to shouting herself but did not want to but made sure she got her emotion across along with the opinion "you do NOT get to decide who I do or do not listen to.. Billie Eilish has done so much for me these past couple of months! She's done more for me than you've tried to.. You just try to ignore the fact that I do have depression and anxiety! And seem to blame the music I listen to.. Maybe if you tried to ask me what's wrong you'd know who is to blame.. But no you want to play happy fucking families!" Robyn felt the anger bubbling up inside her, she wanted to scream but knew she had no control what so ever "and don't you dare bring my father into this.. He died to protect aunt Regina! And I'm thankful for that.. I'm always going to feel like a revenge baby.. And that's because of YOU! I hate being alive mom.. And I shouldn't feel like that but I do, so even if you did lose me well let's just say I'd be happy, I'd be happy because I'd no longer be known or called a revenge baby and would no longer care how people treated me but the main reason is because I'll be with my father again someone who actually loved me. This conversations over.. I won't help you set that table up for Chad because I'm not coming down to eat! Now kindly give me those back" she said as she snatched the headphones out of her moms hand "Get out of my room.. Go play happy families with Chad with luck you might have a child you'll finally be proud of!" Robyn said spitefully as Zelena turned to leave the room closing the door behind her.

Zelena placed her hand in front of her mouth and began to sob uncontrollably ' is that how she feels.. About me.. About this family .. She seems to be fine with Regina.. But of course she does because Regina hasn't done anything! Ugh why'd I have to be so wicked!!' Zelena thought to herself, as the final tears began to fall, she made her way down the stairs to prepare a meal hoping Robyn would change her mind.
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Some time had passed and Chad was home, Zelena had explained everything to him and he sat shocked that Robyn could say such things to her mom. They'd finished there food and had not heard a single thing from Robyn and this worried Zelena.

Making her way up to the room like she did early, but this time she knocked hoping nothing serious had happened "Robyn.. Sweetie.. I know I'm the last person you want to talk to but.. I'm here for you.. I want you to talk to me" Zelena hoped for an answer but heard nothing like she did earlier, putting this down to the theory that Robyn was just listening to music she walked back downstairs and joined Chad on the sofa.

She silently sobbed to herself hoping Chad would not notice the pain she was feeling that her only daughter hated her. She grew to fear this moment would arrive and now it has, it's hurting her more than ever.

"Babe? What's wrong? And don't say nothing because I can feel your tears soaking through my shirt" Chad moved so that he could look at his wife.

Zelena wiped her tears away "it's just.. I anticipated that this moment would arrive, and now it has.. It just feels like my hearts been taken and ripped apart" at the back of Zelena's mind she couldn't stop thinking about Robyn being upstairs by herself.

"She'll come around, I promise.. She loves you and you know she does.. And I know for a fact that this is not like her" Chad finished his half hope speech.

Zelena remained silent, she had no words to reply with anymore.
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Some time had passed, Zelena and Chad had made there way upstairs to get ready for bed, Chad was in the shower and Zelena sat on the bed.

She decided that she would check on her daughter one last time before going to bed and this time she would open the door whether Robyn liked it or not.

"Robyn, again it's your mom. I just wanted to say goodnight.. I love you!" She called through the door, she heard no answer again so decided to open the door.

"Shit.." Zelena mumbled, Robyn was not in her room, there was a note left on her bed, Zelena didn't know if she wanted to read this or not, but in the end decided she would.

Mom, I'm really sorry I spoke to you in the way I did, I didn't mean any of those words I said. I'm sorry but I just don't feel like there is any way out of this I really do hate being alive mom.. I get bullied at school because I'm struggling with my sexuality not just because of that but I really do get labelled the revenge baby. And when I said Billie Eilish helped me well her music meant that I wouldn't have a panic attack when walking into school, her voice meant that I wouldn't cry when they said mean things or hit me! I'm sorry I never said anything. I love both you and Chad so much, but it's time I meet my actual dad and be happy and not in pain any
longer.
Much love and hugs your forever little munchkin Robyn xox

Zelena held her hand to her mouth, hands shaking as she finished the note. "CHAD!!!" Zelena screamed tears streaming down her cheeks.

Chad ran into the room "what is.." He couldn't finish the sentence "where's Robyn?" He asked cautiously.

Zelena was shaking "I.. I think she's going to kill herself.. She wrote this note.. And that's it.. I have no clue where she's gone.. We need to find her Chad! I can't lose her" Zelena sobbed, so much so that her sentence was not hearable.

Chad took a deep breathe "you won't lose her I promise" he whispered before running out the house to go to the woods at the back of there house hoping Robyn was there. As he ventured further in, the feeling of something bad happening grew bigger and bigger and his hope began to lessen.

TO BE CONTINUED

A/N: I'm really sorry this is the most depressing one I've done.. And again it's reflecting the way I feel, I feel so low, beyond that and some of this really does reflect the way I feel! I know I have people who love me around me I just can't seem to get out this dark mood! I went for a 2 hour run in the woods near my house today, and honestly it did more damage then good 😭 I'm sorry.. Hopefully I'll upload part two to the Hades one and then I'll try my hardest to be more positive after uploading the second part of this! Again I'm sorry xox