Immortality Is Hard To Achieve Alone.. (Bellarke/The 100)

Chapter 1

Clarke:

My dream had always been to one day walk amongst the lushious green grass and trees, feel the fresh cold air run through my hair and look up at the clear blue sky from the Earths ground. Now that my dream had become a reality, I realise my dream had only expanded for the first few seconds of my arrival, I hadn't considered Grounders or a confusing love life. I had landed on this planet with one goal in mind, to survive, and make sure the others do too.

It was working out pretty well for us, we had built a camp, learnt how to make weapons (and how to hunt with said weapons) and we had begun to make friends with some nearby Grounders who said they didn't want war. 

I was supposed to be a leader -along with Bellamy- but sometimes I felt like he only wanted to do things his way. And his way often involved a fight. I wasn't the fighting type, I believe in talking first, that way there's a chance things could be resolved wihout any lives lost. But you try telling Bellamy Blake that. 

"Hey,Clarke!"  I turned to see Finn running after me, "Where are you going?"

"Leave me alone Finn!" I didn't stop walking, he's the last person I want to see right now. 

"I thought I would never see her again Clarke, I promise!" I could hear the hurt in Finns voice, I wanted nothing more than to turn around and run to him, burrying my head in his chest and telling him that I forgive him. But I don't. He lied and I will never forgive him for that. He led me on. He opened up my heart, only to break it. "If I had known I would see her again, I would have told you. I wouldn't have even done it. Please Clarke, listen to me?"

"No, Finn! Why would I want to listen to your excuses, you said you love me, you kissed me, you even slept with me for godsake! And then all of a sudden your girlfriend lands on this planet and you expect me to just ignore the fact you never told me you have a girlfriend and you cheated on her. With me. No Finn, I'm just going to ignore you!" With that, I pushed through the branches blocking my way and continued down the hill, I didn't know where I was going but I just wanted to be on my own. Or at least with someone who actually cared for me. But there wasn't such a person down here anymore. Not after Wells was stabbed. And especially not after Finns girlfriend -literally- crash landed into our lives.

Bellamy:

"What did you do?" I grabbed Finns shoulder and spun him around, slightly more aggressivly than I intended, 

"Get off me Bellamy." Finn demanded shrugging my hand off his shoulder, he tried to walk around me.

"What did you do?" I repeated, seperating each of the words and getting slightly more irritated by the second. There was something about Finn I didn't like, he was always so arrogant and full of himself, of course I know I'm like that too. But it's different with Finn, there's something else, if only I could put my finger on it. 

"What's it got to do with you, it's between me an Clarke, not you."

"And Raven?" I asked raising an eyebrow, Finn began to go slightly red. I always felt a little sense of joy from seeing Finn annoyed, but that wasn't the focus right now. I had the rest of our lives (however long they would be) to spend irritating him. 

"Thats got nothing to do with you either." Finn went to walk past me again, this time I moved my arm aside and let him pass and walk into camp.

"Only a heartless bastard would play with the hearts of two girls in a place like this." I smirked, turning around to watch as he walked back into camp, like the coward he is. 

It was then he went for me. 

Clarke:

I had barely been walking for a few minutes when I realised that I was going to have to return, for one it wasn't safe for me to be out away from camp without any weapons or idea of where I was going. I wouldn't set a good example. Secondly, I could also feel the hollow gap in my stomach, if I didn't eat soon I was going to run out of energy.Quickly.

I had gotten barely any sleep last night, or the night before and none the night before that searching for Charlotte. My mind kept replaying those final moments of Charlottes life, she had been so brave, so courageous. I felt some tears begin to well up in my eyes, I shook my head in hope of shaking out the thoughts also and turned around and carried back on up the hill. 

I heard a grunt and a few muffled shouts but thought little of it untill I made it further up the hill, closer to camp.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" I shouted at the top of my voice, Bellamys fist was in Finns face and Finn looked as if he was about to try and shove Bellamy away and over, so he could have the advantage. They both seperated almost instantly and stared at me, "Well?" I asked.

They both started talking at the same time and I had no idea what either of them were saying, I was too exhausted to make too much of an effort. It was then Bellamy spoke on his own:

"I'm sorry Princess, I was just trying to stand up for you." Finn made a mocking laugh and thankfully turned to walk off so I wouldn't have to listen to some more excuses from him. 

"Why were you standing up for me?" I questioned, Bellamys face seemed to have softened quite a lot since I caught him fighting, but he still looked a little tense. 

 

Bellamy:

"Why were you standing up for me?" Clarke looked shocked to hear caring words for her come out my mouth. Her big blue eyes were staring at me, trying to work me out. "I don't understand."

"I heard you shouting at him, and I know you too had some sort of a thing before Raven turned up. I don't think what he did was right. I also wasn't sure how sorry he really was. But I swear Princess, he swung at me first." I wasn't sure if Clarke would believe me afterall she didn't know what I really saw when I looked at her, how I had recently begun to feel slightly confused when around her. 

A rabbit ran out from one of the bushes, "Stay there," I said, before crouching and following the rabbit to its next resting spot, dagger in hand. It stopped near a huge tuft of grass in the ground, looking around for its own prey I expect, too bad it wasn't going to get any. I threw my dagger and hit the rabbit in its side, I had a pretty good aim when I needed it. Grabbing the rabbit by its ears and feeling quite proud of myself for providing food for the camp again, I ran back to meet Clarke. 

But she wasn't there.