True Love

Part 11 : I need you

Toni's Pov

I was a little bit surprised... Cheryl wanted to call me tonight and she didn't call me, plus, she didn't answered to my texts... I am scared. What am I gonna do if she found that she Don't really loves me or if she is to scared to assume that she is lesbian ? I am really in love with her I Don't want to lose her ... she needs to have time for her, I am gonna live her alone. 

I couldn't stay at home because I couldn't stop to want to send a text to Cheryl. I needs to go somewhere else to stop thinking about that. So I decided to go to Pop's, I gonna meet Jug, Betty and Fangs. 

" Hi Toni ! come here !" Fangs shouted when I came in Pop's.

" So you and Cheryl ? as a couple ?  Wow I can't Believe that my cousin is able to love someone" Betty laughed, " hey, relax Toni I am jocking with you, trust me I think she really loves you, she never looked someone the way she looked at you"

" And about that ? Where is your girl ?" Fangs asked. 

" Honnestly I Don't know, she was supposed to call me but she never did and I haven't any news from her since the end of class."

" Don't worry, maybe she just forget because she had Something else to do" Jug replied. 

" Yes but... I am a little bit scared. My feelings for her are so big and I Don't want to press her to feel the same for me but I want to speak with her all the time and be sure that she is ok all the time... I Don't want to lose her."

"Toni did you realise that she came out today ? She was so proud to have you as a girlfriend. I know that Cheryl is a little bit complicated to understand but she loves you and I am sure she loves you more than you love her" Betty took my hand, " You are the person she Always ask for"

" Thanks Betty " I hugged her.

" Sorry to interrupt this big emotion moment but what is it to fuck with Cheryl Blossom ?" Fangs asked, of course it was typically, the only thing which interest Fangs Fogarty.

" Well Fangs I Don't know. We never did it" I replied quickly. 

" WHATTTT ????" Jug, Betty and Fangs shouted and looked at me like I wa san alien. 

" What the hell she does to you ? I mean sex is very important for you" Fangs laughed.

" That's true, you Always wanted just that before, and Don't say it false you told me it the first day we met" Jug Added. 

" Seriously guys ? I am not nymphomaniac !" I shouted. 

" Just a little bit" Fangs was so proud of his answered so I punched him on his shoulder.

" I am not like this anymore guys. I mean I really like her and I am ready to wait all time she wants."

" You know that Cheryl is Virgin right ?" Betty Added timidly. 

" No I didn't know it. It's a Reason more to let her time if she choose me to be her first time I promess you guys that it will be magic for her"

" We all know dude that you are good in bed Don't worry about that"  Fangs Added and lauged.

" Your such an idiot Fangs, I say magic to say that I want to give her the best memories possible for this step of her life"

" Wow you are really in love Topaz, Cheryl is very Lucky" Betty said it with a sincerely voice. 

We spent an hour more to speak about the fact that Fangs is really stupid and the fact that school is so bored. Then, I decided to go back to home, school can be annoying as fuck but I am obligated to go there and for that I need to sleep. 

When I arrived in front of my bungalow I found Cheryl asleep in front of my door. Why is she here ? I tried to waked her up.

" Baby ? Wake up. Why are you here ?  I asked genly. She opened her eyes and looked at me and began to cry.

" She kicked me out babe" that was the only thing she arrived to say.

" Come Inside" 

I put her on the sofa and tried to calm her down. When she start to be calm I tried to know what's happen.

" Do you want to told me what's happened ?" I asked. She looked at me and sat nex to me. 

" When I came back to Thorn Hill, I saw my stuffs next to the door and when I asked my mother why she ... " It was really hard for her to tell it. She takes a breath and carry on, " she said that she didn't let my deviance ruin the reputation of my family and that if my father knows that  I more into by girls he will kill me like he did to Jason. Do you trust it TT ? How parents can do that to their own child." she can't stop to cry and it's hurt me so much to know that her parents acted as stupid children. 

" Look at me" her eyes met mine," You're not deviant Okay ? YOu're sensational. You are the stronger person I've ever met, you didn't need them."

" I have no place to live anymore." she said, she was very lost.

" You can live here, if you want it" I proposed. 

" Your parents will be okay with that ?" She asked.

" um... my mother will understand she is the only person in my family who didn't reject me when they learned that I dated girls."

" Toni I am sorry for you I didn't know that ..." I stopped her. 

" You didn't have to be sorry it's Nothing. Do you wnat to sleep ? "

" Um yes "

We go to my bed ans I grapped my arms around her waist. When I began to fall asleep. I heard her say, " you Don't know how much I love you" that was the best words I have ever heard.