I quickly turn around and put my hands in a fighting position. I see a guy standing in front of me. Bright blue eyes, a black hoodie and a black hat. Some red hair is sticking out and I start to chuckle. "Jezus Ed. I thought you were a thief.". Ed laughs and shakes his head. "You emediatly came in a ninja position.". I nod and put my hand threw my hair. "Yeah.. If I'm not at the radiostation I'm working under the ground with the ninja turtles.". I get up and sigh. Ed laughs and walks besides me. "Well, welcome in Amsterdam.". I look around and put my left hand in my jacket. "How was your flight?". Ed looks at me. "Good.. Thankyou. But I'm pretty tired.. Was a long night last night.". I sniff. Ed starts to laugh. "Yeah, I saw your pics on Twitter.". I look at him. "Ah so now you're stalking me huh?". I chuckle and we walk to Starbucks.
We get down at a table in the corner and I put my latte macciato down. "They wrote my name wrong..". I look sad at my coffee cup and sigh. Ed chuckles and take a sip of his coffee. I look at him. "So why did I needed to come over to the amazing and wonderful Amsterdam?". I take a sip of my latte and put my phone down. "I just wanted to hang out and chill.". He smiles at me and I nod. "Isn't it weird? To fly around the world, to be in a different city almost every night?". I ask and stur in my coffee. "Yeah it is. I miss my family and friends. If you want you can meet my girlfriend tonight?". I look at him with big eyes. He had a girlfriend? Why didn't I knew about this.. Wait. Am I sad because he has a girlfriend? I don't have feelings for him so why should I be sad.. I mean, I don't have feelings right..? Ed looks confused at me and I realise that I've been staring. "Um yeah.. Sure..". I nod and fake a smile. Ed laughs and he gets up. "Be right back.". He winks at me and walks away.
I sigh and look around. "I'm excited to see who he's dating.. I gues..". I mumble and put my head on my hand. I grab my phone and scroll threw my timeline. I take the last sip of my coffee and I get a text.
"Hiya Madison. Having fun with your friend? Bye.".
I look confused at my iPhone and shake my head. "What the fuuuck..". I whisper and put my phone down. "What's wrong?". Ed walks back and looks at me. "Oh I just got a text from an unknown number but idk who it is..". I show him the text and he pulls up his shoulders. "I dunno.". I laugh and shake my head. "What evs.". I put my phone in my bag and Ed gets up. "Should we go to the hotel? Then you can drop you stuff over there and then we can do what ever we want.". I smile and nod and we walk outside. After a couple minits of walking we arrive at a chique hotel and I look around. "Faaanceeey.". I chuckle and we get to his hotel room. I drop my suitcase and look around with my mouth open. "It's so big..". I walk around and I look in the mirror. "Oh wow I look so hot in my pyjama bottoms..". Ed laughs. "Oh by the way," I turn around. "I'm staying at my niece here in Amsterdam so I can't stay so long after the show..". Ed nods and we walk back outside. We get in a boat and go around Amsterdam for a couple of hours. We talked and talked so long about the silliest things. When we get off the boat its almost time for Ed to do his soundcheck. We go to the arena and I meet some of Ed friends back stage. When Ed is on the stage we talk about some things and before I realised it, it was time to grab so food.
We walk to a little restaurant and we order some food. "White wine and a Ceaser Salad please.". I smile at the waiter and the others order their food. We chat and have a lot of fun, till one guy asks a sensitive question. "How were your previous relationships?". Everybody stares at me and I stop eating. "They sucked. All my exes are agressive and are not completely 100 percent so some relationships didn't ended so good..". I put my fork down. "When my last relationship ended I got depressed. My ex always strangled me and he'd hit me if I didn't listen.". Everyone looks shocked at me, especially Ed. "But I don't like talking about it so let's move on to the next question.". I fake a smile but there are no questions anymore. Ed is sitting in front of me but he can't stop staring at me. He gets up and signs that I need to come with him. I walk outside and get on the bench. "What?".
I put my arm over the back of the bench and look at Ed. He looks worried. "Why didn't you told me your ex abused you?". I sigh. Do we really need to talk about him again? "Because I know you for like 3 days now or something?". I look at him annoid. "But why do you told the other guys then?". I sigh. "Because I had alcohol ok? I guess.". I put my head on my hand and look down. "Madison why didn't you report him at th-.". I interrupt him. "Ed just stop talking about it. Just stop.". I get up and walk away towards a little cafe. When I turn around I see Ed staring at me, still sitting on the bench. I lean at a wall, still staring at Ed and I grab a sigaret. I light one up and I see Ed walking toward me. "I didn't know you smoked..". He says softly, not too loud. He looks at me and I look at the bike in front of me. I blow out the smoke and shake my head. "One of my bad habits. I smoke when I'm annoid or pissed.". I throw the sigaret on the ground and stare at it for a while. There is a moment of silence, but after a couple of minits Ed sighs. "Listen Madison.. I'm sorry I asked you about it.. I was just curious about him.". I sigh and look at Ed. "It's okay.. It's just a very sensitive subject for me and it's hard to talk about it.". Ed nods and puts an arm around me. "You can come to me if you want to talk about it. Okay?". The touch of his hand around my body made the time stop for a while. It was a soft, gentle touch. This was the first time I didn't know what to say, do or think. I sigh and look at his bright blue eyes. "Thankyou..". I want to lean over to give him a proper hug but Ed allready started to walk back to the restaurant. "Damn...".
