Namjoon [Stress]

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I miss him so much.

He's never home anymore, he's always in his studio.

I'm so tired of eating alone, sleeping alone, I want him back.

I hear the door open, and I get excited, I dry off my hands (I had been doing the dishes) and I go to the door. "What are you? A dog?" Namjoon says to me, annoyance in tone, and I get disappointed. "Oh... sorry..." I hear him sigh as he kicks his shoes off and puts on the house shoes.

He walks to the living room and I hear the TV get turned on.

I walk to the living room as well, "Hey Namjoon, I made some Japchae if you-"

"Listen (Y/N). I'm not in mood right now, leave me alone." He says and goes back to watching the TV.

"Is it so wrong for me to want to at least talk to you?!" I shout, and he jumps, looking up at me. "You've been so busy that-" "Exactly! I've been busy (Y/N)!" He cuts me off with a loud shout which scared me. It was really rare he would raise his voice at me when it came to arguing— which was also really rare. We were an overall happy couple, usually. But nowadays he's so distant and always busy I feel like we're not even in a relationship.

"Namjoon! Don't you know how hard it is for me too?!" I shout, "Always being alone while you're away in the studio! Eating alone, sleeping alone, Namjoon it hurts!" I feel like about to cry.

He doesn't look me in the eyes, but I am able to hear him mumble, "I said to make sure you were flexible with how I work before we started dating, if you don't like it, leave."

The tears drip down my cheeks when I heard him say that.

"Namjoon—...." I go to our room and close the door.

I wish I could've heard him calling my name, saying he's sorry— but he didn't. He did nothing. That hurt more, and I cried harder getting into bed.

I cried so much that I had fallen asleep.

•NEXT MORNING•

I wake up, feeling empty.

I realize I had slept alone last night... again.

I change my clothes and stumble to the kitchen to make myself something to eat, but I had already smelled something being made.

I look up and see Namjoon, standing there at the stove, focusing on the burnt bacon in front of him.

"Namjoon...?" I whisper, and he jumps and turns around.

"Good morning (Y/N)." He shows me a smile which showed his dimples, and I feel confused, yet excited.

He walks to me and he hugs me tightly, I instantly hugged him back.

"(Y/N), I'm sorry." He whispers. I look up at him, "I've just been so stressed... my company is being hard on me for this new album and it's been stressing me out so much... I'm sorry I took it out on you (Y/N). You didn't deserve it." He said and I smile softly.

"It's ok. I forgive you." I say smiling and peck his lips gently, which he returns with a small kiss as well.

"Wanna go out to eat? That bacon isn't looking too good."

And he laughs.
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I have a math test tomorrow and I'm stressed while listening to Don't Leave Me, so here we are.

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