Chapter 9;
"Okay who the fuck let you in here?" I stand in the doorway of my dorm room. I had come home from all my classes thinking I could grab my music and find Shawn but when I came in I find Lacey and Jayden on my bed and Macy on Molly's. "Molly let us in saying you'd be here soon" Jayden popped the gum in his mouth like a school girl. I just shook my head "Well I'm heading out. Don't break my shit" I went and grabbed the papers off my desk. "Where ya going?" Lacy furrowed her eyebrows. "Macy where's Shawn right now?" I ask before I leave them. "Uhm...probably just got home.." She seems uneasy and Jayden seems to be a little panicked but I ignore them and head to my car.
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I don't bother knocking I just walk in. I look all threw downstairs. He must be up in his room. So I slowly make my way up remembering the night he led me up here when I was drunk. That's the most vulnerable I've ever been. I cried in his arms before Lacey came in and ruined it. Jesus christ Wren stop thinking about that and just get to Shawn's room.
When I finally got to the door of Shawn's room I was about to knock but I decied it would be more romantic if I just walked in. So that's what I did. And oh how I wish I didn't. I come into the sence of Shawn, shirtless, on top of some blonde whore who's in her bra and underwear. They were too busy in their heated make out session so I did what any reasonable jealous girl would do. I started to scream.
"FUCKING ASSHOLE" Was the first thing that came into my head. Shawn darted his head up and saw me. I saw he was about to say something but I wasn't in the mood to listen to his bull shit. "HOW COULD YOU? YOU'RE SUCH A DOUCHE BAG!" By now I was doing dramatic hang things. "I SPENT ALL MY TIME TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW I COULD MAKE THIS SHIT UP TO YOU" I threw the papers down to the ground "AND YOU'RE BUSY HAVING SEX WITH THIS WHORE WHO'S GOING TO GIVE YOU AIDS!" I took a deep breathe.
"Whore?!" The girl that was still under Shawn. "Yes whore" I wasn't yelling anymore. She made her way out from under Shawn -who still stayed there in shock- and stood a few feet away from me. She looked younger. A lot younger. Jesus is Shawn a pedo?! "I am NOT a whore! I'm just trying to enjoy my 18th birthday" She glared at me. "18th? Are you sure it isn't you 13th?" I mocked. "FUCK YOU YOU SLUT!" She screamed like a snotty bitch. Damn her and my mom would get along. "I know I am. But at least I have a good pick with guys" I glared at Shawn then back to her. "At least I can get guys" She smirked. "How can I be a slut and not get guys? Damn Shawn you really know how to pick the dumb ones" Her smirk fell and I crossed my arms.
She raised my hand ready to slap me but before anything could happen Shawn's hand grabbed her wrist. "Madison I think it's time for you to leave" He declared. "But but..that's not fair!" She screached. "Leave now. Or I call the police" Shawn let go of her wrist. She huffed and grabbed her clothes. "Fuck both of you!" She said before she left. I kinda wished she hit me so I could have hit her back. Oh how I want to smack all the make up off her face.
"Wren can we.." Shawn started but I shook my head. "I''m not in the mood to deal with this Shawn" I started to leave but he grabbed my wrist. "Let me go" I demaned. "No we're going to talk" He pulled me closer. I pulled my wrist from his grip and turned to look at him. "There isn't anything to talk about. I shouldn't have even stopped you. I moved on. That's what I came to tell you" I lied. "Then why did you scream and throw a fit?" He fires. "Because she was ruining my plan of breaking your stupid heart." I lied again "Now. Never talk to me again. Ever." I start to walk out and down the stairs when Shawn runs after me. "You don't mean that, Wren!" He declares. "Believe what you want Shawn. I don't have time for your shit. I'm going to go visit Nash" I slammed his front door closed and ran to my car.
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I come into a closed Starbucks with tears running down my cheeks. When I walk in I see Nash talking to some tall tan guy. He's hot. Like zayummm. Wren focus. I walked in wipping my tears off. Nash immedently looks up and sees me. His faces softens. "Wren what happened?" Nash started towards me. "S-Shawn" I said trying not to cry again. Nash holds me. "It's okay baby doll." He whispers.
"Who's this?" I pull away wipping my eyes once again. Nash looks to the male and then back to me. He seems nervous about something. "Nash..." The guy looked at Nash in concern. Then I got it. It was Nash's boyfriend ....damn why didn't I see this coming?
I smiled at the figure. "Hi I'm Wren it's nice to finally meet Nash's boyfriend." I out stretched my arm trying to be as polite a possible. They both looked at me in shock. "What? Just because I'm a bitch doesn't mean I care if you're straight or gay" I put my hands on my hips. Nash's boyfriend was the first to come to his senses.
"Hello, I'm Cameron but most people call me Cam" He smiled at me. "You're hot as fuck and I can say that to your boyfriend Nash because he's gay" I stuck my tongue out at Nash. Nash smiled and rolled his eyes playfully. "But not to be mean I was hoping for a girl I could go shopping at Victoria Secrets with" I pouted. "I can still shop with you there" He smirked. We all started laughing.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I ask. Nash bites his lip and starts looking at anything but me. "Nash!" I crossed my arms. "I thought you would hate me since I'm gay" He sighs. I look at him like he's grown a second head. "I could never hate you! You're such an idiot!" I smile.
"So what's wrong with Shawn?" Nash changes the subject. I frown thinking about what just happened. Did I do the right thing by walking out? I know I lied to him but maybe it was best. I mean he made me feel..different. I don't know anymore. "Wren?" Cam brings me out of my thoughts.
"Just..nothing.' I sigh. Nash furrows his eyebrows together. "Did you tell him you were sorry?" He asks. "Uhm I was going to. I wrote him a-" I suddenly realize I left the music in Shawn's room. "FUCK!" I scream. "What?" Cam asks. "I left the song I wrote him in his room" I slump into a seat close by to where the guys are standing.
"You wrote him a song?" Nash smiles at me. "Yes I did. I was going to sing it to him." I burry my head in my hands. "Why didn't you" Cam asks picking up the 'was'. "I found some blonde bimbo under him when I walked into his room" I cringe at the memory.
"THAT'S IT! GET ME MY GUN!" Nash starts going out but Cam grabs him. "Nash no" He demands like Nash is a baby.
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#Cash is life!! Anyone saw that coming? Both parts. The girl under Shawn and Nash dating Cam.
Also anyone wanna guess who the blonde bimbo is?? Hehe....
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FanfictionA Shawn Mendes Fanfiction Wren has always been the black sheep of her family. Her mom pretty much hates her for 2 reasons. 1- She didn't know she was having twins but then Wren came out of no where and decieded to show up. 2- She's always causing t...