Let It Be

Chapter 12;

Chapter 12;

"So uhm, you can stay in my bed again..." Shawn says once we get into his room. We went and got my stuff from my dorm. By the time I got there Molly was fast asleep so I left her a short letter explaining myself. I also managed to grab my phone charger so I can charge my phone while I'm here.

I shake my head "I'm fine with the floor." I still don't forgive him. Just because tomorrow we have to pretend to be together doesn't mean I want to be with him. I'm simply doing it so my mom doesn't have shit over me. I turn around and start to change into my pjs. I leave my bra and underwear on as I get into my grey sweatpants and black cami. I put my hair into a messy bun quickly then turn around. Shawn made a makeshift bed for me on the floor. I quietly get into the makeshift bed on the floor mummbling a goodnight.

"Wren dear" A fimilar voice fills my ears. I try to look around the pitch black room but I only see a few desks. That's more then I normally see but still not enough to help me. I hear a door slowly creek open and I try and hide but I can't move. "Oh there you are" I know he's closer then he was before but I don't turn around.

"Leave me alone" I choke out. I know he won't listen when I hear his deep laugh. I feel warm tears rolling down my cheeks when an angelic voice says, "Wren please wake up". I know that voice any where. I find it in myself to turn around and I see that the figure isn't there. It's gotten darker the it already was if that was even possible.

I bolt up, sweating like crazy. I wipe my cheeks to get rid of the tears the I know spilt from my eyes while I was dreaming. I look over to see Shawn's worried expression. I automatically shake my head not wanting to talk about it. His face falls into a frown. "Please" He begs. I shake my head once more. I don't want to talk about it. I can't talk about it. "Wren" He tries again.

"No!" I force myself to stand up. I look down at him with a scowl on my face "Now stop asking me!" I cross my arms over my self in a hugging like manner. He nods his head and gets up as well. Shawn opens his door and walks out without closing it. I just shake my head and start to the bathroom. Luckily I find it without any troubles.

I turn on the sink and splash my face with cold water. I look up into the mirror and see my make up running down my face. I sigh loudly and grab the washcloth that's folded nicely on the counter. I wet it a little bit and then scrub off all my makeup. I look up at my face and I cringe at the scar about my right eyebrow.

"Please please please no" I was stuck in a corner of a pitch black room. I look up a notice he still has his pocket knife at hand as he's leaning down to my height.

"You're gonna learn what happens when you disobey me" Slowly the silver blade made it's way above my eye. I close my eyes hoping for it to disappear but I know it doesn't work when I feel the stinging of it cutting open my skin.

I shake my head to try and make the memory go away. I look up at the scar once more and realize I didn't bring my makeup with me. I silently cuss myself out as I try and make my way back to Shawn's room before he does. Once I get in there I grab my makeup bag that we got while at the dorms and start to head out again. Once I got to the door th door nob started to move.

"Shit" I said under my breathe. I jumped away and towards Shawn's desk where his hoodie was. I got it on like half way when I heard the door open. "Uhm....Wren?" I hear Shawn close the door and step closer to me. "Oh uh hey Shawn" I fake laughed and started to turn around pulling the hoodie all the way on. I hear Shawn set something down so I quickely pulled up the hood and made sure it covered my scar. I turned around where Shawn was right behind me with a confused look on his face.

"Are you okay?" He asks as I take a step back to make sure we aren't in each others faces. "Uhm yeah I'm fine!" I try to hide the panic in my voice even though I know it's not working. Shawn gives me the 'I know you're lying' look that I've given to Molly many times.

"I'm on my period" I state hoping he'll let me go. His eyes grow big, "uh um okay....." I start and make my way out of the room when I fall over some clothes that he's left lying on the floor. I then feel a cold liquid fall on me. Are you fucking kidding me?! 

"Oh shit I'm so sorry!" Shawn runs over helping me sit up. He pulls down my hood and without thinking I shake my head since my hair got a little wet. "I was bringing you a class of water and I thought it wou- Wren" He stops rambling and gives me a stern look. "What?" I just look into his dark brown eyes. I don't know why but they're so beautiful.

"What's that scar from?"

Fuck............................

OMG I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER BUT YA KNOW SCHOOL AND SHIT AND IM SOWWYYYYYYYY<3

IM GONNA TRY AND WORK ON A DIFF STORY (A NEW ONE) BUT IDK IF IT'S GONNA TURN OUT OKAY SO JUST IF IT DOESN'T GET POSTED IT'S BC I DIDN'T LIKE IT XD