Let It Be

Chapter 11;

Chapter 11;

Shawn looks more surprised then anyone. I'm also a little surprised by my words. He stays silent for a little bit his mouth keeps opening but then shutting. I just stand there while everyone watching waits for an answer. I wait a few more moments before I deiced to speak again, "I'm not surprised." I start to turn back around but he grabs my face and kisses me. At first I don't kiss back but as soon as I do his hands pull my waist closer to him and I put my arms around his neck. The fire on my lips is burning but it feels so good.

Once he pulls away I feel a frown over take my face. "WREN GET IN THE CAR NOW!" I hear another voice and look over to see Lacey. What the fuck? "Don't make me force you. I swear to god" She threatens. "I'll see you tomorrow" Shawn sighs. "Good luck with that" She says as I get into the car. Why am I even listening to her? I see them argue for a bit then Lacey gets into the car on the other side.

Once we start driving in the awkward silence I finally speak up. "Why did you make me leave?" My voice is scratchy. "He's bad for you. Now leave it alone" She states simply. Why the fuck should I leave it alone? This is my life not hers. She's not even in this shit. "No! Fuck no!" I turn to her more pissed then I was at that bimbo. "Wren please just-" She starts but I don't let her finish. "Bitch please! You shouldn't be in this at all. I hardly know you! You aren't related to Shawn or I in any way so go suck Jayden's dick and leave my life alone!" I know I'm half yelling but I don't care at the moment.

"Wren maybe we should talk about this" Nash butts in. I kinda forgot we were in the car. "What's there to talk about? She has no rights! She can go fuck off!" Cam stops the car at a red light. I know I could jump out right now and I half debate whether I should or not. "Fuck you bitch! I know Shawn better then you!" Lacey is pissed as well and I deiced I should jump out before I get into a fight in the car. I take off my seat belt. "Wren what are you-" Nash starts to question me concern clear in his voice but I open the door and take off not bothering to close the door behind me.

I hear them shout but I take off trying to find my way back to the dorms.

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I've been walking around for about an hour now and I have no idea where I am. I almost called Molly or Shawn but my phone died. Fuck you Iphone and your horrible battery. I swear I need to get a new phone but I don't have the money. Everything is closed and I can't find a damn pay phone.

Soon it gets way to dark for me to even see where I'm going. "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck" I keep repeating while I sit on the cold ground. I grab on to what I assume is a tree. It feels like a tree so I don't know what else it'd be. I start to hear foot steps so I hold onto the tree tighter.

"Parker?" The voice calls. "What the fuck Parker!" It's Carter. "H-how did you find me?" I shiver. It has to be below 50. "After you told me that you could handle yourself I just kinda walked around." I can't see him but I know he's close. "I can't see you" I try and laugh.

"Come on. You can stay at my place tonight" Reynolds grabbed my hand and gently tugged me. I quickly got up to follow him.

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"This is a nice place you got here Reynolds" I say as I walk into the living room. I hear the door of his apartment close. "Does anyone else live here?" I look around to see it's so neat. Nothing like I would have expected of a college boys house. "Well kinda" He chuckles and joins me in the living room "They're never really around." He shrugs.

There is a moment of awkward silence since neither of us really knows what to say. "Would you like to join me on the couch?" Reynolds smiles as he sits down on the grey coach. I smile. It's forced but it's a smile. I sit next to him and we hit another awkward silence. Oh god Molly is probably having a panic attack not knowing where I am. I should really call her.

"Can I borrow your phone? To call some people to let them know I'm okay?" I ask him. He nods and hands me his phone. I slowly debate whether I should call Molly or Shawn. I dial Shawn's number before I know what I'm doing.

"Hello?" His voice fills my ears and I let out the breathe that I didn't know I was holding. "Hey.." I don't wanna say Shawn's name since Carter is right here and they just got into a fight. "Wren!" He seems as relieved as I did when I heard his voice "Are you okay?" Concern is so clear in his voice. "I'm fine. I'm staying at a friends house with what happened with Lacey" I explain. I look at Reynolds who seems a little mad. Maybe because it wasn't what happened with Shawn that made me leave?

"Are you hurt?" Shawn presses. "No I'm not. I'm fine. I just don't know how I'm going to get to breakfast with my mom and brother with no car" I sigh. I really don't want to go but I know my mom will flip shit if I don't show up. "I can take you" Shawn offers. I smile at the thought of him coming to pick me up tomorrow. "That'd be great" I nod. "I'll come and get you now so we can get you some clothes and stuff" He says. "Okay" I say without thinking. I give Shawn the address and he says he's on his way now.

"So you're leaving?" Reynolds says once I get off the phone. "oh uh yeah" I hand him his phone back "I need to go to breakfast with my mom tomorrow and he's gonna take me" I try and not say Shawn's name. I really shouldn't care since I hardly even know Carter but I'd feel bad. "I could have taken you" Reynolds grumbles. I take a deep sigh. "Listen I'm sorry. Thank you for your offer." I get up from the couch feeling awkward sitting next to him. 

I feel a hand grab my wrist. Before I can react he pulls me down. He starts to kiss me. I try and fight back but he gets on top of me. I can feel the hot tears going down my cheek. I open my mouth to scream but he takes it as an invitation to stick his tongue down my throat. I finally get it together and pull my knee up and kick him in his dick. 

Reynolds rolls off me and onto the floor groaning in pain. I wipe off my tears and stand up. "Never and I mean never do that again" I spat and then storm out of his apartment. Once I get to the bottom floor I run into Shawn.

"Wren what's wrong?" He's panicked. He holds my arms but gently making sure he doesn't hurt me. I just shake my head at his question "Let's go please..." I don't wanna talk about what happened. Or why I reacted as I did. Right before we get in the car Reynolds comes running out.

"Parker please! I'm sorry it's just" Shawn's in his face before he can finish his sentence. "I think you should leave her the fuck alone if you know what's good for you" He hisses. I grab his arm and try to pull Shawn back. He looks back at me. I know I look like a wreck but right now I don't care. Too many things are happening tonight and I need Shawn to be near me.

Holy shit did I just admit that?

Without another word Shawn walks me to his car and helps me get in. Carter starts out after us but Shawn gets in and drives off before something can happen again. 

I over reacted with Reynolds didn't I? Why did I even call Shawn? What's so special about him? Everything. Fuck you subconscious nobody likes you.

"What are you thinking about?" Shawn's angel voice brings me out of my thoughts. You "Tomorrow" I lie. Well in a way it's not a lie...okay yes it is but whatever. "You're mom is gonna hate me" He laughs. I look at him in confusion. "I'm going to breakfast with you. Remember babe?" He chuckles. 

I forgot he was coming and we're 'dating'. I just groan at the thought and Shawn laughs at me again.

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Sorry this took so long. I'm rewriting #Mayes rn and I'm sick. So I'm super sorry and I hoope you guys like this chapter.

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