•loving you over me•

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Ashanti sat in the backseat of a Rolls - Royce Phantom Truck waiting in the front of the jail for Àngel's arrival . Her heart was beating out of her chest as the anticipation to see her love grew . She was feeling a lot of emotions . Mostly guilt . Though she anticipated his arrival she still had doubts in her mind about him blaming her for all this sorrow . It's also been 7 years she's and 25 year old woman who hasn't been touched by a man since she was 18 . So she probably looked like she desperately needed some TLC .

She looked up and saw her driver retrieving out of the car . Her palms were clammy because she knew the time has come to see her love .

She faced straight forward , not looking at anything specifically but just trying to keep her face emotionless.

The car door beside her opened . She still continued to look straight forwards . A body sat on the other side of the truck one seat away from her . His body . The strong scent of weed and manly musk took over the whole car . She knew one thing hadn't changed .


•ashanti jai•

I didn't look at him but I knew his eyes were on me . Intensely . I wanted to look over to him so very badly but I kept entirely still . Knowing that if I looked at him everything we been through together would come rushing back like a fucking stampede .

He hurt me too bad for me to just look at him love like I couldn't love anymore . It's been 4 years of no contact with him at all . All because he didn't want to see me . I will be strong .

"Did they give you a to-go bag ?" I asked him in a smooth silky voice still looking forwards .

He laughed .

It was a deep heart filled laugh , like my joke was the only one he had heard in years .

It took me by surprise.

Before I knew it I was staring into to the eyes of Àngel Fucking Bruno .

My heart stopped .

He was as beautiful as ever .

•àngel bruno•

After 7 year in a shithole I got used to never feeling not once ounce of joy . But she cracks one corny joke and I'm cackling like a crackhead .

She looked at me .

My heart instantly sank to my stomach.

She was even more beautiful than I had remembered .

I fell in love with her a thousand times over in those brief seconds she made eye contact with me .

In those brief seconds I forgot every way she disowned and betrayed me while I was away .

In those brief seconds everything that I loved about her played over and over in my head .

But those seconds were brief indeed . It's like the switch in her head turned back on and she regretted the longing look she gave me .

The car came to an abrupt stop . The driver got out . It was just Ashanti and I . This is gonna be be the moment where we get everything off our chest and search for our eternal flame .

She turned towards me . Staring me deep into my eyes with the most emotion that she has had for this whole ride .

"You ," she starts off with her voice breaking a bit . She takes a deep breath . " You left me . For 7 years ." She said with malice lacing through her voice .

She sounded so hurt . I let her continue .

"I planned on being by your side throughout your whole entire sentence. But you shut me out ."

I remained quiet

She scoffed and got out of the truck . I followed suit .

Getting out of the car I realized we were in the middle of nowhere . Which felt much better than confined spaces . I was free .

I followed her through the a forest until she came to a halt .

She turned around and looked at me .

"Why ?" She asked sadly . Her beautiful lips turning downward into a frown .
I said nothing .

Tears started flowing down her cheeks .

She wiped them away quickly as though they burnt her .

She was different . Very different .

" I asked you to take care of my mafia . You stole it ." I said feeling the anger slipping through.

She widened her eyes in shock and yelled , "STOLE ?! DID YOU JUST SAY I STOLEN YOUR BUSINESS FROM YOU ?! I PUT BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS INTO THAT SHIT ALL FOR YOU ! YOU ! I HAVE TAKEN COUNTLESS OF LIVES FOR YOU ! I HAVE WENT TO BED EVERYDAY FOR LAST SEVEN YEARS WITH YOU ON MY MIND AND WOKEN UP WITH YOU AS MY FIRST THOUGHT EVERYTHING I'VE DONE WAS FOR YOU !"

Tears streamed down her face as did tears stream down mine . She was convincing . But I had my eyes on the outside . While building up my empire she was also creating another do rival against mine for when I got release to publicly kill all my men in front of me .

"You've done all of this for me ? Then why conspire against it ? All your 'blood and tears' why plot to destroy it ?"

•ashanti jai•

My heart shattered into a trillion pieces .

All these years of pain and loneliness because of him . He turns around and doubts my loyalty . I wanted to die .

"You are not the man that I knew . The man that I knew loved me unconditionally and put me before everything else . He listened to me and trusted me . I should've knew you weren't him anymore when you didn't want to see me anymore. He would never do that . The man you have become is the man that had me trying over and over to kill my self to get away from this loneliness and  sad life that I obtained . I literally hated my self when I wasn't the problem . Since you step foot in that jail the problems been you . So take your business back . Yes , I do have my own . It wasn't created to make yours crumble but now it will ."

• •

After Ashanti finishes her speech Àngel stood there dumbfounded and heartbroken . He knew he fucked up .

"SAY SOMETHING , ANYTHING!" Ashanti screamed giving him one last chance .

He said nothing . He didn't know what to say . His ignorance blinded him . His want for power .

All of a sudden Àngel saw a her whip out a silver gun and quickly put it between his eyes .

"You should've said something ."

•boom•



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A/N - HEY GUYS ITS ME !!! I'm @sugarr- . I'm really excited to put this book out there ! It has been swerving around my head for months now . The formant might be a little off but it's just because I'm a noob so I need a lot of improvements . Once I figure out how to probably get all my ideas out for this book I will write the whole thing over but for now enjoy my pretties 😉.

(Also if you have ANY suggestions at all please comment them . I love constructive criticism as well . )

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