Chapter 11

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The next morning I woke up with morning sickness, I was in so much pain. I got up and dressed, I put on a baggy t-shirt with some black skinny jeans and black converses. I went downstairs only to see Luke was no were to be seen.

" LUKE? " I shouted and made my way to the kitchen. I made some butter on toast and sat on the sofa and turned the T:V on. I flickered through the channels and paused at one what caught my eye. Luke!

" Luke, Jai, Beau, James and Daniel are on the T:V? Wtf? " I stood up and rang Luke.

" Yes baby? " Luke said.

" Were the fuck are you? " I said sounding pissed at him.

" With the boys, why? " he said.

" I woke up with morning sickness and pain, only to see your not FUCKING here. " I shouted.

" sorry babe, I should've told you but I really didn't want to wake you. You look so cute when you sleep. " Luke said in a sweet baby voice.

" Aw, Luke. Ok! When can you come round? "

" I'm in an interview, watch it? " Luke said saying the number for sky.

" " Aw babe, you look fit! Haha. " I giggled and Luke did too.

" Thanks, haha! Listen I'd love to stay and chat with my beautiful princess but I have to go, as you can see haha! " Luke said making a kissy notice.

" Ok, bye baby! Love you, bye! " I said making a kissy sound too.

" Love you too, bye " Luke said and we hang up at the same time.

I just sat on the sofa all day and done nothing, haha!

I scrolled trough my twitter and saw loads of more hate. There was one that catches my eye!

@FuckYouTamara tweeted: I hope you have a miscarriage, or you die at birth bc Luke's mine bitch.

I was crying a that tweet long before I read another one.

@DieTamaraLuke'sMine tweeted: Why do you love yourself so much, everyone hates you! I think you should you kill yourself! # WeThinkTamaraShouldCommitSuicide

I felt like dying RN, seriously. I needed Lukey.

But there was the most sweetest tweet about me ever!

@JanoPigTour tweeted: leave Tamara alone, if Luke loves her then shouldn't we? I mean why give Luke's whole world hate? You wouldn't like it if you were dating your favorite, would you? I know I wouldn't. She's pregnant! So? She's having another Janoskian!! ONE MORE MEMBER FOR MY LIFE! FOR IT TO BE COMPLETE! Hehe! Ilysfm tam! Follow me please🙏 x

Awwww, too sweet, I followed her and texted Lukey too as we'll! My life wasn't perfect but it was perfect enough!

( hey, how did you like this chappy? More long and exiting durn the week, I haven't updated in a while, so I thought I'd make some banter, there's a big surprise on Friday! I'm updating Everyday this week! Ily, keep voting and reading for chapter 12! )

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