Chapter: 13

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I got out of bed at 6AM, I went down stairs In my pjs and sat on the sofa.

" Babe? " luck said, I was daydreaming. " Are you ok? "

" What? " I said in a sassy tone.

" We'll your just sitting there daydreaming into a white wall? Want some tea? " He asked pouring some coffee and tea into 2 mugs, one for me and one for Luke.

" Are you okay? ARE YOU FUCKING OKAY? WHAT DOES IT FUCKING LOOK LIKE, LUKE? I HAVE JUST LOST A BABY, MY SMALL PRECIOUS BABY WHO I WOULD'VE LOVED MORE THEN ANYONE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, AND I LOST IT! DOES IT, look like I'm fucking ok? " I screamed bursting into tears going red in the face, going sweating and scared.

All Luke done is stared at me, stared straight in the face were all my tears were running, all my sweat was bursting, all my redness turning into what looks like bruises.

" AND YOU DONT KNOW THAT I JUST LOST A BABY TOO? " Luke shouted.

" WELL IT LOOKS AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED TO YOU! LIKE I HAD A MISCARRIAGE AND YOU SUFFERED NOTHING! " I yelled bursting our in tears standing up heart-broken that I was talking about my dead baby. " WE HADNT EVEN PICKED A NAME FOR HIM OR HER! " I shouted, calming down a bit more!

" SO? YOU WERE 2 FUCKING MOTHS. I SUFFERED LOSING MY BABY 2! NOT JUST YOU, GROW UP AND STOP ACTING LIKE A BITCH. " Luke yelled crying and going red, into shock!

I sat back down a cried covering my ears not listening to nothing. I laid back and just cried laying there. Red and sweaty.

All ten boys came in, I was crying my heart out whilst Luke was red and crying and shaking whilst pointing at me, Beau came and gabbed me walking out the living room.

" We're are we going? " I asked shaky and confused.
Beau looked at me and looked puzzled as also looked sorry for me, like Luke beat me?

" To the park! " Beau said and smiled a bit, we went in beaus car and arrived at the park 5 minutes later.
We went on the swings and talked about everything and what just went down!
" What happened? " Beau frowned, puzzled.

" Nothing! " I said and looked away.

" What happened? What made you and Luke fight about? " Beau asked.

I huffed buffed and frowned, looking back up at Beau.

" I had a miscarriage, me and Luke were fighting about that! " I said starting at go red and cry again.
Beau looked at the floor took his hat off and started crying.

" I-I'm so sorry! " Beau said.

" I'm very upset that we fought over the baby, I'm upset about losing it, but I'm sorry for your loss too, I mean your not going to be an uncle no more. " I said patting his arm and sitting up. I saw Jai's car pull up, Jai got out and came to the gates, Beau got up and went to the gates they whispered in each others ears and Jai came in, I stood up and me and Jai hugged while Beau went down the slide like a kid.

" Luke's gone to see Gina. " Jai said. " That's what I just whispered to Beau! " Jai said swinging with me.

" Ok! " I said sad and crying going really red and sweaty like I was before.

" He also told me what happened. I'm so sorry tam, for both of you! But seriously don't fight. Be strong fight through it. Please! " Jai said, Beau was standing up near the pole, nodding.

Me, Jai and Beau went back to mine. As soon as I got in I went straight up to mine and Luke's bed and fell straight asleep. On Luke's side.

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