His Cure

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Hey guys,
So it's my birthday in a couple of days so I don't know if I will be posting or not. I hope so. Anyways Onto the story.
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I hate waking up in the mornings, it's the getting out of bed part that makes it the hardest for me to do. I hadn't talked to Jay all weekend after that night. I want to know what that nightmare is all about by i don't want it to seem like I a prying into his life.
I collected my things for school and went down the stairs. I heard talking as I walked into the room and found Elijah, My Mum And Mrs Scott in the Kitchen.
"Hey honey, you can make yourself some breakfast if you want." Mum said smiling at me before taking a sip of her coffee. I knew it was coffee because I could smell it from a mile away. She has her Coffee so strong that there is hardly any milk in it (I'm English and if you don't have milk in your coffee it's fine but most people I know, do have milk in their coffee)
"No Thank You." I Said walking towards the cupboard to get a cup before pouring myself some coffee and adding some milk and sugar.
"Mrs Scott has came round to ask you if you can Tutor Jay again. Apparently he needs more tutoring then we expected." Mum said explaining.
"Sure, I'm okay with that." I said a bit hesitant. I hadn't had any communication with him after that night. I wouldn't know what to say to him.
"Okay, is Right after school okay with you?" Mrs Scott asked. I nodded before saying I had to go to school and headed out of the door. I walked to my car and opened the door. Before I even had to chance to put my bag in, the door was slammed shut but luckily I didn't loose any limbs. I looked up to this person who slammed my car door shut and it was Jay.
"What do you want Jay!? You could have made my loose a limb." I shouted at him, he didn't take offence though. He kept quiet and stared at me. Why has he all of the sudden showed up in front of my house, at my car?
I took ahold of the handle of my car before opening in and hopping in, not having it shut on me. I was just about to pull out of the driveway before the passenger side door opened and Jay hopped in. I stopped the car and looked over to him.
"What do you want Jay. And I don't recall saying I was giving you a lift to school." I said before looking at him. He was looking straight ahead.
After a couple minutes of silence, I began to get frustrated. He can't come into my car and not speak and single word to me. It's not normal. Unless I did say I was giving him a ride but I don't remember saying that.
"I'm sorry." Jay said all of the sudden. I looked towards him and he was looking at me. He seemed to have a tint of sadness in his eyes.
"Sorry about what?" I asked moving my body so I was facing him more.
"About the other night. That night was the first night in a long time that I ever woken up feeling happier." He said.
"Could you tell me what these nightmares we about?" I said softly. I wanted to know but didn't want to seem like I was trying to Pry into his life.
"No, I can't." He said Sternly before looking back ahead of him. I was quite pissed of At how Him mood changed so dramatically. Who does he think he is. I sighed before turning the car engine back in and getting out of the driveway. Then I started the drive to school.
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This morning, made my day worse then it usually is. Everyone seemed to stare at me weirdly and actually acknowledge me for once. Was it because I had a argument with Jay that Friday night? I didn't like this almost attention so I tried to avoid it for most of the day. I met up with Mae at lunch and we discussed a few things but nothing important. She was going on about this guy that she had met while at her Grans at the weekend. Saying he was good looking and she wants to talk to him more. Mae could be described as the flirty type, completely opposite to me. She has had many boyfriends where I have had one. It didn't last a year but we did love each other for a bit. He moved away before the start of this year.
His name was Noah and I did love him. He moved to Cali and he hasn't talked or texted me since. We broke it off before he did move. I want just left without no goodbye.
I made my way to my car after coming out of my last class. As I walked closer I saw Jay leaning against my car. Am I some kind of chauffeur or something?
"I'm guessing you knew about the tutor session or you would have gone home with one of your mates." I said still annoyed at him from this morning.
"I'm sorry Belle, I don't know what came over me. I just haven't talked to anyone about them kind of things. And I really don't want to talk about them to someone who isn't that close to me." Jay said as I unlocked the car and we both climbed in.
"It's fine Jay." I replied
"You know you can talk to me if you ever want to. Yes we are not close and it seems like we aren't close enough for you to talk but you can tell me things that are bothering you. I will listen to them Jay." I Said Turning my eyes towards him to meet his eyes. We seemed to stay there for hours staring at each other before I broke the trance and started the car.
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Guys I'm so so sorry for not updating in like a week. I seem to only update at like midnight on a Sunday before school😂✨
Anyways, I better get some sleep if I don't want to by moody on a Monday.
Byeeee,
-Becca🦔