His Cure

|10|

[not edited]
Jay's P.O.V

I got up and walked out of the house. I know she was drunk and all but did she really want to kiss me. It's not that I didn't want to kiss her but it's the case then everyone that gets romantically involved with me gets let down. That's why I haven't been in a proper relationship. I don't want to let someone down who is so close to me.

As I walked out the house, I heard someone calling my name. I knew it was Belle, with her angelic voice. Why did I ever agree to do them study sessions with her. It has just messed up things even more, it's not her fault, it's mine.

"Jay Please Stop. If i hurt your feelings, I'm sorry. I am drunk and I've never really been drunk before. Just please let us have a Normal conversation." Belle shouted and I stopped where I was walking and turned around.

"How can we have a normal conversation when you are intoxicated?" I questioned to her before  turning around and heading the same way I was before.

"Jay please listen. I'm sorry, I don't know how many times I will have to say it for you to listen to me but I truly am. It was a dare. I and took it way too far. It was only meant to be a kiss but I got on your lap and basically forced you. I'm not normally like this and you know that." Belle said.

I finally stopped where I was walking and turned around. Belle started running faster and  in a couple of seconds, she was standing in front of me. Tears streaming down her face.

"Please forgive me Jay." Belle said walking closer towards me and so I feet were nearly touching.

I just nodded my head and she enveloped me in a hug. It's like getting a hug from an Angel with Belle. But I can't get close. I'll only break her heart.

After hugging for probably a minute or two, I heard fait snores coming from Belle. She had fallen asleep. The snores weren't the kind of snores that you can't stand but they were more cute.

How have I all of the sudden got soft. I am supposed to be the tough guy, or the Bad Boy and some would call it.

But with Belle, I feel like I can't be like that.

I looked around the street and i noticed that my house was four or five houses down the road. I picked her up and circled her legs around my waist. She was like carrying a baby. Hardly weighed anything. She rested her head on my shoulder and I could feel her breaths on my neck. Goosebumps rose upon my body. How does she make me feel like this.

I got my key out which luckily staying in my pocket and balanced her in one hand and unlocked the door. I meant it when I said she weighed a feather. I kicked the door closed behind me and began my way up the stairs. I got to my room and laid her down before tucking her in to the sheets.

She let out a huff of air, not in annoyance, before turning in the bed and cosying into the sheets.

I walked down the stairs and went to the kitchen to get a drink. I sat at the table and started procrastinating. I can't let her get to know me too well. I will probably just leave her and I can't help that. Everyone who gets close to me always gets hurt. Even if it is me or not. But most of the time it is.

I can't keep this going.
•••
Short Chapter, I know. I'm sorry
But we have Jay's Point Of View.
And finally onto double digit Chapters😆
Yayy
Soo, I am on Spring break so I have Two Weeks off😊
Okayyy, see you guys when I see you.
Byeeee
-Becca🦔