Mashiho POV
I hate you...I'm sick of being with you... It's over now, I'm breaking up with you...
I remember it again. I was sitting in the sofa while looking at the view, the beauty of the sunset was the most fascinating view I could imagine.
It was sunset when she broke up with me. It's hard for me to believe that she broke up with me because I pursue my dream of becoming an idol. She doesn't want me to leave, but I have no choice, becoming an idol is my first love.
I told myself, if she really loves me she will support me with whatever I've become. I try to ignore and forgot everything in the past, I need to focus on my goals. I sighed and got up.
I am hungry, everyone was not here they all went to treasure's dorm. I was left alone because I slept, they just send me message that they were there.
Food. I need to eat, I went to the kitchen and start looking for something to eat. Just then the door bell ring, are they here now? I wondered.
"Mashi, I brought you food", a smiling Koala is in front of me. "Oh hyung, come inside. Why did you bring me food?" I asked him.
We sit in the dining and set up the food he bring. "I just think that you might be awake now and since it's 8:00pm I know you haven't eat dinner yet, so I decided to bring food for you", wow that was sweet of him.
"wow, thank you hyung. I was really hungry and was about to cook ramen for dinner", I shyly told him. He just smiled and watch me eating my dinner.
"is anything wrong hyung?", I awkardly ask him. "Nothing, you're just so cute when you're eating. You look like a hamster, hahahahaha", I just shook my head in his joke.
After dinner we just chill and relax while watching tv. I really feel awkward right now knowing that Junkyu is here with me. It's been a while since I have this weird feelings towards him.
I know it's wrong but I cannot help myself admiring this handsome guy beside me. He caught my attention since day one, the way he sings it captivates my whole self.
I remember those times that we shared together during the survival show. He became one of my anchor especially that time when I was not able to do the backflip. I cried a river that time, it has been so hard to become a trainee again.
I also remember the time when we practiced our dance, even though he was sweating he still smell so good. I was addicted to his fragrance and his sweetness.
I was lost in my thoughts, I snap back to reality when there is someone's head in my shoulder. Oh koala just fall asleep, I lean back at the sofa and put his head on my lap so that he can sleep well.
"they're so cute, I need to take a picture of them", I heared the noise, just I opened my eyes, I saw cameras. Cameras? Is this a dream?
"Yah!, Junkyu hyung wake up!" Yedamie whine "I am sleepy now, and Hyunsuk hyung asked me to bring you back to your senses...I mean to our dorm. We both rub our eyes and he scold Yedam for shouting.
"Sorry Mashi if I slept on you", he apologized as if he did a crime. "Kwenchana hyung, you need to go now, it's late. Will you be fine going to your dorm?" I worriedly ask him.
"Neh, I'll be fine", he reply while putting his shoes on. "I heard there is a ghost wondering your dorm hyung" I tease him that makes Yedam scared.
"I don't see one" he shrugged. They both went on and I close the door. I went to my room and took a shower before jumping to bed.
