Junkyu's POV
I cannot take this anymore even though it's Jihoon's birthday but seeing them that sweet and clingy makes me want to tear them apart.
I noticed their closeness way back at the airport, I thought it was just the usual them but when we arrived here in Bali it was totally different.
I saw Jihoon kiss Mashiho's neck when we arrived earlier, I feel uneasy and bothered. Is this two dating? But about Akina? Is Mashiho cheating on her?
Did he really likes Jihoon? But why all of the sudden? I was full of questions in my mind that I even didn't notice that I was in front of my room already.
I run away when we were about to ate the cake, I did forced myself to take and ignore everything I saw at the beach but my heart betrayed me.
I cannot take it anymore, it feels that I was stab at my heart by them. I was hurt. But why I did feel this way? I thought I was able to moved on from him? But the hurt I felt inside makes me realized that I want him back, but how?
I decided to soak myself inside the bath tub, I just stay there and closed my eyes.
I heared the door was being unlocked.I just ignore it and thought that it was just Yedam, so I just continued what I have been doing.
After awhile I heared distressed knock outside the shower room where I was. Who could it be? I took the towel and wrap it around my waist and went onto the door half naked.
"Who is it?" I shouted but no one answered.
I open the door and saw no one, I checked thoroughly inside the whole room but no one is there, maybe I was just hallucinating.
I was about to get back to the shower when suddenly someone stood against the door, it was a man shorter than me, maybe shorter amongst us.
"What are you doing here?" I said in a serious, mad and pissed sound voice. I remembered everything happen at the beach.
He came near me and just stare at me.
"Hey, are you deaf or something?" I shouted at him.
"Aniyo" he answered in a low voice.
"Then speak up, what are you doing here?" I feel pissed now.
He stares at me from head to toe. From head to what... I cover my body remembering I was half naked and heared him chuckled. I glared at him intensely.
"Ahm, so-sorry to disturb you Kyu, I was just going to take a pee but our room was locked and Jihoon got the keys, I forgot to asked it from him. I saw your door was open so I just barged in. I wanted to ask permission from you but you were at the shower that is why I knocked the door intensely because you were not answering. I was worried if something happens to you inside, sorry" he explained.
I sighed, " just go and do what you have to do and then leave".
He just do what I said and left me afterwards. I slum myself at my bed after taking a shower, thinking of what could have happened if we were still in relationship. We could have make love and taking the shower together. It made me smile unconciously, how I wish we could turn back the time, I told myself.
I grab my phone and play a music to relax. I need to remind myself to just ignore what I really feels for him because I know in the end I will going to suffer it.
The next morning, I wake up by the heat of the sun coming from the window. I look around the room and there was no Yedam in there. I stood up and look outside the window.
The fascinating view welcomed me, the blue emerald like sea, the white sand, the smell of the seabreeze wow this place is really amazing.
I looked around and saw a pair of familiar faces walking at the beach early in the morning, it was Yedam and Jihoon. They were both laughing while chatting.
It's kinda weird feeling seeing Jihoon with Yedam, I know the two are really close and it's normal for them being clingy with each other. So maybe he and Mashiho are just close like Jihoon and Yedam, that they are not dating.
"Go ahead Junkyu, fool yourself. Assumed that they are not dating and get yourself hurt again, you fool!"
My thoughts bombarded me. Yeah I am just fooling myself, giving my own hopes that they are just friends.
I shurgged off the bad thoughts, I need to get ready for today's activity, I just hoped we could end our work early so that we can go back to Seoul sooner.