The Garden Of Words || Yoonmin

Hugs

Flashback...

Why won't this feeling go away...
I wish someone could take these thoughts away..
I am so ashamed right now..
I don't want to feel so weak..

Please... Please make them disappear with that eye smile of yours..

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I am suffering and hurting..
Will it be too selfish if I ask for your hugs...

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Why does this keep happening to me..
I don't know.. What is Okay anymore..

Sometimes I feel like I deserve this.. And I don't want to feel like that.. I am failing Jiminie..

Please make it go with that lovely voice of yours...

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Flashback..

7 years ago..

Jimin and Yoongi were laying on  Yoongi's bed. It was friday night, and they had gotten accustomed to spending nights at each other's place over the weekends in last few years. It all started with simple sleepovers, Mrs. Min forced them to have, which turned into a habit for both of them.

"Jimin, I told you already, I won't watch any sad movies this time. You cry a lot while watching them and I am tired of consoling you."

"Hyuunnnnggg.." Jimin whined, his lips adorning a pout.

"Please hyung, this is the last time. This movie is really really good and I want to watch it with you."

"It is always a really really good movie, and why everytime is the last time. I am not going to let you choose any movie in the future."

"Then hyung, Shall we watch this movie today? It will be the final last time, I promise." Jimin said smiling.

Yoongi knew he will not be able to deny the boy's request.

They were silently watching the movie in each other's presence. Jimin's head was on Yoongi's shoulder and his left cheek was wet with tears, and he was sure that he was not the one crying. He turned his head slightly and found Yoongi with teary eyes. He controlled the smirk forming on his lips and wiped the tears from his cheek. He lifted his head to adore the baby in front of him. He smiled and hugged the boy.

The truth was... Yoongi was always the one who used to cry during the movies and Jimin won't lie that he find this habit of the older adorable. His pale face had become flushed, eyes puffy and his lower lips were slightly protruding from its position.
He always loved how his hyung pretends to be the strong one emotionally, only he knew how soft his hyung can be.
Yoongi's secret was safe with Jimin.

"I to-told you....not the select.. a sad movie again. Yo-you just don't like me smiling. Now stop smiling.. and hug me tighter you st-stupid." Yoongi said sniffling.

"Hyung, that is not true... I know you love these movies as much as I do. You are just too dense to admit it and I know you love my hugs."

Yoongi just ignored the boy's statement and smiled.

Jimin lived for his hyung's gummy smile. Yoongi can easily be considered as rude or scary person with his normal expression on, but when he smiles, one can only stare at his hyung.

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Yoongi was now in highschool and he was excited to pursue his passion.
He just loves to play piano. The feeling of the black and white keys was therapy to his soul. The melodies he played used to keep his mind off from the thoughts he dread, which mostly starts with the feeling of loneliness, and his piano was his designated companion.

He never knew Park Jimin's hugs will have the same effects on him as his piano.

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