Danti~ tainted

Fluffy bubbles

Darks pov
I had took anti upstairs and started to run a hot bath for him, I put some soap in to make it all bubbly. Anti sat and waited patiently for the bath to fill, he barely made a sound the whole time.

"So anti....i never asked but what do you like to do?"

"Like ta do? I... I don't know. I mean I like ta play games but....I'm never allowed ta."
I looked over to him as he sniffled and looked down.

"And why was that?"

"Shneep would always do tests on me when I wasn't sleeping and Eddie said it's too dangerous, that if I'm too happy he doesn't know what will happen"

"What's that suppose to mean"

"I don't know. I never know tha things they say about me"
Anti started to tear up and he came over to me and hugged me.

"They always make me feel stupid or like just some test rat. But ...but ya make me feel happy. Like I actually exist."

Anti squeezed me tighter and nuzzled his face against my chest. He feels so small like this. He makes me at peace when he feels small though it also pisses me off that anyone would treat him the way they have. It made me want to tear them apart.

"Darky?"

"Huh? Yes anti?"

"Yer related ta eddie ain't ya?"

"Oh er Yes, yes I am"

"That's ok. Yer younger then Eddie so it's fine if we're together."

"What?"

"Eddie always said he needed to find a partner around his age. Yer only a bit older then me but I want ya darky."

I felt my face go red always instantly.

"Do you even know what that means, what that entails?"

"Errrr hugs!"

"Not quite"

"No hugs?"

"There's some hugs but..."

"Well I don't care. I like yer hugs"

"Anti relationships are serious. It means you live together most of the time, you spend a lot of time together, there's sex and it may eventually lead to bonding"

"What's bonding?"

"They never even taught you what bonding is?"

"Errrrrr nope!"

"Ah well I guess. Jeez. Ok bonding I guess simply is when two demons perform a ceremony and they are joined together for the rest of their lives. Two demons can only bond if they feel true to the other and there's barley a chance they could brake apart. They would then eventually have children and well eventually die together."

"That's fine darky. Eddie said ill have a really long lifespan or a really short one so if I don't die by the end of the week then it'll be fine!"
Anti was smiling. He just spoke of his own death like it was no big deal.

"Anti....how many times did they almost kill you?"

"What? Oh......I guess once every other day. Sometimes twice in one day. Depended on how shneep felt. Sometimes he'd inject me with random drugs or he'd cut parts of me open while I was still awake. Shneep would stab or shoot me if he was cranky. Eddie did tests to see what I could do... Shneep did tests to see how to kill me."

I hugged anti tightly as he started to cry. Then I scooped him up and put him in the bath, which was now almost overflowing with bubbles. Anti looked at the bubbles and smiled straight away and started to play with them. Well at least he's easily pleased. I leaned against the wall.

"Ain't ya goin ta join me darky?"

"What? I got a shower before so I'm fine"

"Pleeeaaassee darky"

"Fine"
I huffed and started to undress as anti messed with the bubbles more. Once I was completely naked I slipped into the large bath with anti. He smiled more and put bubbles on my head and started to giggle.

"Come on you doof I thought you wanted to get clean not just play."

"Can't I do both darky?"

"You really want everything don't you?"

"I had nothin before so I want as much as I can get now"

"Your really something aren't you"

"Well everyone's something since we're made from a lot of things silly"

"That's not what I meant anti. I mean.. you've been through so much and your still kicking... I don't think I've known any demon to go though half of what you've been through and well still be here."

"Maybe....maybe it's 'cause yer friends knew something before bad things. I ...I was born knowing only tests and pain, torment and torture. It's all I can remember darky. But at least now I have ya. Yer so nice to me even though ya haven't known me long"

Yeh I haven't know this side of you long but how long until you disappeared again. I sighed and looked at him before kissing the top of his head. How can such chaos look so cute. How am I supposed to not love him? Powerful, dangerous, adorable. I was screwed from the beginning wasn't I? I held him for a while until I eventually began to wash him, anti giggled and messed with the bubbles more until we had to get out and get dried. How am I supposed to keep him like this? I just wish these days would last forever even though I know they won't. But I suppose I'll have to savour every moment of them till they do one day stop.