The next was just another repeat. You checked your phone but only to see nothing.
You walked downstairs and looked at the note left on the fridge.
I am going with Chaerin to visit Dara, Minzy found a babysitter I told her you were going through some stuff, but if you need some happiness just giver her a call.
Love, Mom XOXO
Sighing you placed the note on the counter, thanking your mom for packing the fridge full before she left. You grabbed a yogurt and a spoon and walked over to Cherry's food dish. You filled her pink bowl with food and she purred against your leg before eating. You looked at the black water bowl next to it.
It was like everywhere you looked you saw something of Changbin.
You looked down at your hoodie and nuzzled your face into the sweater paws.
The News yesterday said they were still looking for Changbin and you were starting to get more worried.
You ate your yogurt silently and glanced over at Cherry, who even seemed to be sad. The little cat looked up at the frame on the counter, a picture your mom had taken of you and Changbin hugging. She meowed softly and looked at you with sad eyes.
"I miss him too"
You smiled at the picture and threw the empty yogurt away.
You headed upstairs and looked through your closet wanting to get out for the day.
You spotted a summery top that you had bought since it was starting to heat up. You grabbed it and a pair of shorts and sandals. You put the outfit on starting to feel more like yourself. You brushed through your hair smiling, you eyed your pink and blue hair and then a picture of you and Jia sitting on your dresser. You looked at the blue hoodie she was wearing and decided you would ask Rose to do your hair again.
Grabbing your phone you placed it in your pocket and pulled your hair up in a messy bun.
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Walking down to the beach you reached the sand and took your shoes off. You giggled when the soft sand touched your toes and began walking down the empty beach. You pulled out your ear buds and plugged them in. You hummed quietly and smiled out at the ocean.
You stopped walking and sat down on the sand wiggling your toes contently. You watched as the sun began to set and smiled gently, watching the waves crash. You sighed, you just couldn't get him out of your head. No matter how hard you tried to just think that it would work itself out you just had this feeling something was wrong.
You pulled your phone out and unplugged your earbuds.
"Let's try this one more time"
Clicking in Changbin's contact you held the phone up to your ear hearing the familiar ring.
Sighing in defeat you placed your phone in your pocket.
"Y/n"
You turned around and looked up and smiled at Kevin.
"Hey Kevin"
He took a seat next to you and his smile dropped and he looked at you sadly.
"I heard about Changbin, on the news and stuff, I don't know him that well, but none of that is true is it?"
"It's not"
"I mean I guess no one was ever close to him except Chan and Jisung, I regret not trying to get to know him, he seems like he would be awful but i've seen the way he is with you, so how bad can he really be?"
You laugh a little and smile sadly.
"I miss him"
You let a small tear slip down your cheek and placed your head on Kevin's shoulder while he rubbed circles of comfort on your back.
"He'll come around"
You sure hoped he did.
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Walking back to your house Kevin tried to cheer you up a bit by throwing lame jokes at you.
"What happens to dead kings? "
"They get THRONE away HAH get it, cause it's a throne..."
"OK Kev,"
Laughing at him you reached the doorstep of your house and gave him a quick hug before walking inside.
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"So someone's got a new boyfriend, well Changbin will love this won't he"
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I hate Joohyuk with a burning fiery passion, Cheezus in the morning
