Her First...Her True...Her Only...LOVE

My New normal

When I woke up the next morning I thought it all. A dream. A good dream but a dream nonetheless. My favorite attendant, Maria was the one to get me up that morning and as usual, she came in cheerful with a smile on her face.

 Good morning, Marina, She sang.

 Good morning Maria, I said with a huge Cheshire cat grin, you won't believe the dream I had last night.

 Oh really, she said, almost daring me to shock her.

 I proceeded to tell her all about the night before.

 When I finished, she said, I think you might be confused, Marina. Because your dream certainly was a real thing, It happened.

I instantly began to fangirl and hyperventilate, Marina, calm down Maria said. You can't go down to breakfast like that, and he's waiting for you. 

You're right... What's for... Breakfast? I liked Maria because she cared enough to find things out for me. She always made sure I and every other resident she handled was cared for properly. 

Biscuits and gravy. I looked this morning. 

She helped me pick out my most comfortable outfit and when I was ready I went down to breakfast. Being careful not to run anyone over in my excitement, I went to my usual spot, but he wasn't there. My heart sank. Where was he?

As if he really was Cass and could hear my prayers, Misha appeared seemingly out of nowhere. Best of all, he had not one but 2 cups of coffee in his hands.

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 Morning princess, he greeted me.

 I looked down at the cup of coffee he had set in front of me, I could hug you right now you read my mind. 

Please don't hug me he said, it would hurt too much. 

Oh, I forgot, sorry. I promise will never happen until you're ready. Do you think your time is Cass is over, or are they just waiting for you to get better?

Girl Misha says with a grin that could rival, even his most dazzling, you know, the fans would not allow that. There would be a riot if Cass died. No, they are waiting for me to get better. Fun fact I signed a piece of paper that said they could still use the footage of my accident in the show. So when you see what happens, you'll know that I got hurt, pulling that stunt. Please don't tell anyone I told you that though, I don't want the whole world to know.

As time went on, it got easier being friends with Misha. We would spend our days keeping each other company, unless one of us needed alone time. Sometimes Misha needed to spend the day in bed. Oh, Chuck, did I hate those days, it meant that I was alone. I hate to be alone when I'm alone, the bad thoughts come. Irrational thoughts of how bad I am, even worse thoughts of no one will miss you if you disappear. As well as deep regret for everything bad I had ever done. If Misha was around. I didn't feel that way. I knew I could count on him for anything, and he knew he could count on me. He was becoming the father. I no longer had.

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One morning at breakfast. After the usual greetings, my guardian angel looked at me with a sad smile. Marina he whispered have some bad news. 

Oh no I said you're not leaving, are you?

 No Marina, but someone will tell you some very bad news today. I'm not supposed to even know about it, I felt that was right to warn you that it was coming. Please try not to let on that I told you. I will get in trouble.

 I had a sick feeling I knew what the news would be. My real father, the one who had thrown me in here had a heart condition. If I was right, I would be told of his death today. After breakfast, Maisie came up to me and asked if she could speak to me privately. As I feared, she told me that my father had died. I hadn't seen him in a long time, but it still hurt worse than anything I have ever felt. Hot tears fell from my eyes as I tried to make my way back to the safety of my room.

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End of chapter 2. It's a bit of a cliffhanger. So I guess you have to read on. Wink - wink A/N