Three weeks had passed by, since the incident with Wilmer, when I was collecting my clothes and stuff for tour.
Yes, I was going on tour.
The Camp rock 2: the final jam tour which meant I had to see Joe's face all the time.
And that was not the only thing. His new girlfriend came with him and that added extra stress to my long, long list.
I sat down on my bed and looked around my room until my eyes stopped at the nightstand table. There was a photo frame. My hands quickly grabbed it as I stared at the picture.
Wilmer and I smiling at the camera.
I had to say goodbye before leaving for tour.
So I grabbed my purse, fixed my hair and left my house. I hopped into my car and drived towards his house.
A very long sigh was taken by me before I made myself press my finger against the doorbell.
"Demi?" He looked surprised.
"Hey..." I shyly said.
"Hey" A smile appeared on his lips and that gave me the strength to go on.
"Can I come in?"
He laughed and nodded his head.
Once we were in his living room, he offered water and I agreed. Not much later, we wete both sitting on the couch, drinking water.
"So... I'm going on tour tomorrow" I suddenly said, breaking the silence.
"Oh... That's... That's good, Demi"
"Yeah..."
Silence came towards us again and hugged the moment.
"Wilmer, I miss you" I got the guts to tell him.
He sighed.
"I miss you too. I hope you did not take me wrong the last time... I just care about you and I want you to get better"
I nibbled on my lower lip.
"I am okay now, Wilmer... I mean it"
But I didn't mean it. I was lying. It was a huge lie.
"I don't know if I can trust you, Demi... But let's just forget about it, yeah?"
I sighed.
"Fine"
We talked about our lifes. He told me about a girl he had met and I told him about Joe's new girlfriend.
And then it was silent. None of us knew what to talk about. It was awkward.
"Wilmer... I think it's time for me to go"
He sighed.
"Goodbye" I whispered as I felt how a knot of tears formed in the inside of my throat.
I went to hug him and when we were about to pull away, I don't really know why, I kissed his lips.
He seemed confused at first and I don't blame him for that, I was too. But he gently placed one of his hands on my waist, the other hand on my cheek and I wrapped my arms around his neck as I pulled him even closer.
When I decided to make my tongue enter his mouth and play with his tongue, the kiss got heated up. His hands travelled down to my ass and gently squeezed it, making me moan and jump on him.
I wrapped my legs around his torso and started kissing, nibbling and sucking on his neck.
"Mmm... Dem..." He huskily whispered in my ear, turning me on.
He placed me on the couch and we undressed each other, appreciating every single feature of our naked bodies.
It felt right yet I wasn't really sure about what we were about to do.
But it happened. We had sex. We made love. We fucked... Whatever you want to call it.
Maybe I just did it because I was upset because of Joe. Maybe I did it because I secretly loved Wilmer. Maybe I just didn't think about it.
"Good morning" He said when I opened my eyes the next morning. He was looking at me. I snuggled into the pillow.
"Morning" I mumbled back and then looked into his eyes. He gave me a very sweet and lovely look that it made me want to melt in his arms.
"You know... It's 8 AM..." He told me. I grunted as I remembered tour.
"Fuck..."
I kissed his lips quickly and then got out of the bed.
I took a quick shower, pulled my hair into a pony tail and dressed.
"See you when I come back from tour" I said. He smiled sadly.
"Call me sometime"
"Of course, Wilmer" I looked into his eyes. Mine were teary and I could notice that his were too.
"Bye..." I started walking away but his voice stopped me.
"Dem, wait..."
I turned around.
"I love you, Demetria. Please take care" He sounded worried. A smile was given from me to him.
"I love you too" I tip toed and kissed his lips. He wrapped his arms around me and intesified the kiss.
"Have fun on tour" I fake smiled at him and walked away towards my car.
I started the car up and drove towards my house. Tears streamed down my face. I knew that tour was going to be hard. I knew I had fallen in love with Wilmer and that I would miss him too much.
