Before It's Too Late (TayNew)

Chapter 8

She is sitting silently in the restaurant ..

" May ! I am really sorry ! As I told you before I cannot leave them alone in my apartment "

" Why not ? Tay always stay in your apartment like his own house! "

" No I mean it's not good to leave ..  Argh !  "

I don't know how to explain and I totally know it's my mistake ! I covered my face with my both hand.

" New ! Next time no matter what happened please pick up my call ! I will think it as never happened ! Let's order "

" Hmm Ok " I took the menu and ordered somethings for both of us ..

" Nong ! Please give me the menu book back " I asked the waiter boy as I still haven't order for Tay

" Can you give me this and this ? It's to take away "

" For Who ? " May looked at me and asked

" Tay ! he has not eaten yet May ! "

" Tell me ! Who is more important ? Give me an answer now !! don't say it's different ! I want to know now ! Tay or Me ! Who ?? "

" May ! Keep your voice down ! There are a lot of people "

We have been in a relationship for 6 months and always conflict with this topic.

" Answer me now ! "

" May ! don't create a problem "

" You mean I am the one who create the problem ?? Why u can't even answer that simple question? '

" May ! Let's eat first ! " I try to clam her down but

" Eat yourself !! " she took her bag and walked out of the restaurant !

I didn't follow her .. I sitting silently and having my own late lunch while waiting for my take away order .

I love her but she can't compare to herself with Tay !

Friend especially Tay is a friend who I can't live without ..

Girlfriend can break up anytime but friend always stay beside whether good or bad ..

My answer will be definitely Tay. So How can I answer her !!

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" How is it ? Is she ok now ? " Tay taking the food from my hand and asking me

" Eat first ! Phew " I lying down on the sofa .

" What happened ? "

" She asked me my friend or her ? "

" So ? What is your answer ?" Tay dropping all the food at dinning table and coming beside me .

"How can I answer her when I know my answer will be definitely friend !! She walked out of the restaurant "

" You didn't follow ? " he touched my hair slightly .

" I am tired stupid ! early morning you wake me up and now a lot of shit things happened Arghhh "

I closed my eyes and continue

" It's all because of you"

Suddenly he lifted my head and put it on his lap ..

" Sleep ! I know you are tired ! " He twisted his finger in my hair to make me sleep

" You go and eat first ! "

" Do you think I won't eat and wait for you ? I already eaten "

" Shit ! If I know , I won't buy ! because of this take away order, the problem more bigger "

" Shut up and sleep now ! " Tay hit my forehead .

I close my eyes while Tay touching my hair and twisting with finger ..

I can't really sleep .. A lot of shit things coming into my mind and not let me sleep ..

But I closed my eyes and relaxed on his lap ..

A while later , his hand stopping touching my hair but touching my lips and face ..

I can feel his lips touched to my forehead and then he lean down to my lips.

Why can't I open my eyes to scold him ?

Why I just lying down and pretending to sleep ?

I just don't understand myself...

I turned my body to change sleeping position to the side.

He slightly touched my head and whispered into my ears

" I love you New ! Thank you for choosing me over your girlfriend "

My whole body got goosebumps ..

What is that ??? Why does he say that ??

That 's normal if he told me when we both awake ..

But what is with that gentle voice whispering into my ears ..

I can feel his hot breath while he whispering ..

My heart beating quite fast ..

What is with this complicated emotions???