How Our Heart Beats

Dead Ends

It's been awhile now since I've been home. Parents have been fighting and it just seems too much for me to handle. I've been staying at a friend's house for now, but I want to go see how my parents are doing. It's just crazy how much they fight, especially for no reason. I feel like it my fault some times also.

Nonetheless, my name is Cupid. Don't ask why my name is Cupid. I'm not the average 14 year old you see around. I have 5 sisters and I'm the only boy (Oh My God). Only thing that I benefit from it is that I know how to treat a girl. My parents have always been fighting ever since I was young, and it also had some violence in between it. Just have to learn to deal with it one day, right?

My school life, well, it's pretty intense and dumb. I actually do my work, at times, but I love to fool around in class. Probably one perk about me is that I'm entertaining or pretty much annoying (pretty sure it's more annoying). I have a few friends in my life that are actually loyal and will be there for me. Every one else I just called, "Classmates." I put myself out there a lot, so I often try to hug other people and make their day.

As a saying, "a person who often laughs the most is hurting on the inside." Now, that is up to you to decide if that is true. In my eyes, I believe so. I often come to school in a some what grumpy mood due to my dad, but it all gets better when I step into school.  Friends, teachers, and random people talk to me. Hugging everyone helps your self  esteem and their self esteem. Not everyone wants a hug, though.

Met this girl named Angel. I swear to Buddha, 10 out of 10. Cute face, pretty body, and an amazing smile. What's not to die for? I saw her walking towards the staircase at our school and said, "Hey! Give me a hug!" Her reaction was not expected. "I don't know you," then she just walked away. I was in complete awe. Just knowing the fact that she probably had an attitude was kind of appealing.

I wasn't the only one who had my eyes locked onto her. Probably 20 other guys did and there is literally less than 100 students in my school. Hopefully, this isn't a dead end.