Dobsley-Memory loss

Trying to remember

Nina P.O.V: I love how he wants to remember but I have this feeling that he's just doing it just to make me happy and feel better about things, looking at him makes me feel like all this that is going on is all my fault, I just wish that things can go back to the way they were.

Nina: (staring at Paul with gaze in her eyes)

Paul: (he wakes up from a nap and sees this beautiful women just staring at him with her brown chocolatey eyes) hey (he smiles)

Nina: hi, I'm sorry if I made this kind of weird (she laughs)

Paul: (he chuckles) it's okay I'll try to get used to it

Nina: (her smile fades and she looks down)

Paul: (he sits up and looks at her with worry) is everything okay, Nina?

Nina: (she then looks back up to the men she loves) yeah- actually no everything is not okay, Paul I want you to be honest with me, okay?

Paul: (looks at her with confusion) okay

Nina: are you just doing this because you don't want me to be worried and hurt?

Paul: (his eyebrows are now touching) no of course not, Nina I told you before, I feel like we have this connection and- and I'm all for it, I like you neens I'm sorry I'm not trying hard enough but this is all so new to me

Nina: (she smiles) it's okay, I'm sorry I asked it was just in my thoughts for awhile

Paul: so I would like to look through pictures and videos if you don't mind

Nina: I don't mind at all, I bought a bunch, from interviews to the show bts to us being weird and stupid together (she laughs)

Paul: wow I guess I'm a jokester (he smiles)

Nina: of course you are, you always brought a smile to everyone when you came in every morning

While watching videos from their past and a few from recently, the doctors told Paul it was time to for him to go and try to remember other things with the love of his life (okay they didn't exactly say that but it's whatever)

At Paul's and Nina's place

Paul: wow this is a nice place you got here ( while looking around)

Nina: that's perfect because this is our place Paul

Paul: hmm and I actually thought I was gay (he laughs)

Nina: (she does the same) I'm pretty sure a lot of people would've loved that

Paul: yeah but someone is also changing my mind everyday

Nina: (picks an eyebrow) what do you mean?

Paul: (he walks towards Nina and looks up and down at her) I'm talking about you ( he whispered)

Nina: (she started feeling a little turned on at the moment) Paul...(she breathes heavily)

Paul: (he puts his finger on her lip) I know I just got out of the hospital and I don't remember anything about you...at all but every single bone in my body is telling me to do this

Nina: (she looks at him and nodded so he can continue)

Paul then caresses Nina's left cheek with his thumb while slowly caressing and admiring her smooth olive skin with his other hand, Nina then starts to get goosebumps while he's doing this.

Paul: do you want me to stop?

Nina: n-no it's just...

Paul: I'm guessing I've never done this much to you huh?

Nina: (she laughs) I mean we've had pretty good sex but

Paul: clearly not good enough (he whispers in her ear)

And in that moment Paul picks Nina up while Nina wraps her legs around Paul's waist, he pushes her up against the wall and looks at her chocolaty brown eyes and then down to her lips and kisses her with passion.

I know i don't really write dirty lmao, I'm starting to try, pls let me know what y'all thought about this chapter and if I should continue on trying to write dirty ❤️