On The Road Of Love ( Phantoms Souls MC)

Chapter 8: Family

The girl on the picture is Rosemary.

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POV: Sadie

It has been a two weeks since I look in to the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. Since that day on the Phantoms Souls MC clubhouse my mind has never stop thinking of those eyes and the men who owns them. I loved the way I felt when I was in his arms. It felt like I was home. A feeling I have not felt in years, a feeling that I don't deserve to feel. How can someone who has blood on her hands have any right to feel anything other than pain.

A loud roar of laughter pulled me out of my thoughts. Instantly a smile appear on my face just hearing them laughing together. Even though the four of us are always together we are not truly together. I can see an abyss between us. No matter how hard I try it seem I stand in one side and them on the other. It was not always like this. Once upon a time Rosemary and Lina followed me around trying to be like me. Violet was my best friend and I hers. Now they see me like their enemy. The worst part is I know I earn it.

"Your lying Violet! I would never do that!" Rosemary chuckled while looking towards Violet.

"It true! You don't remember because you were 5 years old at the time." Violet pointed at Rosemary.

"How could I carry Lina and put her in the dryer. She is heavy." Rosemary shakes her head with a small smile.

"Hey! I am not heavy." Lina shouts towards Rosemary.

"Its true Rosemary." I said making them turn my way where I stood lining on the door way. "Dad and I went looking for you and Lina so Lina could open her birthday presents." I walk toward them on the sofa as I continue relate the old memory. "When dad ask you why Lina was in the dryer you look him in the eyes and seriously said I am helping her dry her dress." I took a seat near Lina. "Apparently you had accidentally pour some water in her dress. You didn't want mom to be mad at you so you thought drying her was a good idea. Thank god you did not know how to use the dryer." I finish telling them the old memory.

"So I have been smart my whole life uhh." Rosemary give me a small smile. It was rare for her to smile at me or even talk to me with out hatred. This small moments are what keep me fighting this war.

"More like stupid." Violet mummer under her breath but we heard her.

"Hey! I heard that!" Rosemary narrow her eyes at Violet.

We all burst into laughter at the same time. I didn't know why but I didn't care either. I know this moment may not last but I will always remember it. It is engrave in my memory and heart.

"Well girls is late and tomorrow you two have school so to bed you go." I gave Lina a little kiss on her forehead but when I try with Rosemary she moved out of my way. It hurt me a little that she moved away.

When Rosemary reach the stairs she turned towards me and said, "you know if you had not killed mom and dad they could have told me this story themselves." She then turn back and climb the stairs disappearing from my view before I could say anything. Not that I could defend myself any way what she said is true. If I had not Killed them they would be here telling them the hundreds of childhood memories. I could feel my heart bleeding by the truth in her words.

"Sadie you know ho-" I interrupted Violet before she continue.

"It does not matter what she say or thinks of me," but it truly did, "we need to talk Violet."

"Talk about what Sadie?" Violet through a questioning look my way.

"About mom and dad." I said taking once again a seat on the sofa.

"What about them?" Violet looked at me with confusion.

"Remember two weeks ago I went to delver a letter that Abigail gave me?" I waited for Violet to answer when she did I continue.

"Well, when I went to the Phantoms Souls MC clubhouse. The famous motorcycle club around town. A men hugged me thinking I was his sister Susanna, our mother name." Violet let out a gasp. "At first I thought it was just a coincidence but then the men who used to visit us was there too."

"What men?" she questioned

"The men who was dad old friend the one who I gave my bunny Mister Hop. His name was Grimm remember?" She nodded remembering the men I was talking about. "Not only that but I also saw some picture on the walls and one of the frames had mom, dad, Grimm, the guy who hugged me and some other people."

"Really, so that mean we might have an uncle. But mom and dad said they didn't have family. That it was just us." Violet said.

"I know so I had Kane dig in on mom and dad past." Violet move closer eager to know more. "He found out that mom and dad do have family. Apparently mom has a brother and dad too. Not only that but they used to be part of the motorcycle club."

"If this is true then why mom and dad lie to us? And why did they leaved this place? It does not make sense." Violet eyes move side to side trying to figure out what all this means.

"Actually it does." Violet looked at me as if I was crazy. "Think about it dad and mom never talk about their past. Dad was always careful with everything he did like he was afraid of something. When we meet the men Grimm dad thought he was there to kill him." I explain to her.

"I don't get it." Violet bit her nails, a habit she had when she is stressing.

"Okay, I think mom and dad were on the run. Before you say anything listen to me. Why does anyone leave everything they love? They were running from something. Remember the night mom and dad die. Dad and mom were fighting about been found and how dad had packed our things."

"What are you saying Sadie?" Violet looked at me waiting for an answer.

"We need to talk to the Phantoms Soul MC." I stated.