Gedankenknospe

Lights (English)

Running in the dark
Lighting up every spark
Thats me
I hope you see
I can't light them all up
Because one day I have to stop
I can't do this forever
But I won't say never
That's not me
That's not who i am
If someone says:
"Please help me"
I can't help me
I have to be here
I have to go
And can't say No
But sometimes
I feel a lonelyness
Somthing that lays so heavy
That I can't carry
There is a darkness
In the way I sing
It feels like a broken wing
Like everything is helpless
Like everything I do
Is about to doom
That one day
If I may
I can go
And that home
But please not alone
I can't help it
Cause all I did
Was to ensure
We all are secure
I don't want to be alone
When I'm finally home.

I just hope
That when I fall
Into the deep hole
That someone will throw a rope
To rescue me.

I hope that someday
Someone will leave a light
That shines so bright
That it saves me
So I can finally be
So I can be my own light
And fight my own fight.