Safe /Donah/zorbyn/ REWRITING

four

He looked at the knife on the kitchen counter in an unbreakable trance. Stab yourself. DO IT! kill yourself Daniel. No one wants you here you stupid slut. The voices in his head told him. His eyes didnt leave the sharp object. He licked his bottom lip before biting down on it hard.

Normal teenage boys dont sleep around as much as you do whore. "I am a whore" he squeaked responding to his own thoughts. Dad would just put your body in a trash bag and make zach get rid of it, bet. He closed his eyes and reached out putting his hands on the counter. When school starts everyone will see your disgusting body, theyll see your ribs, theyll see the scars, they'll see your a whore, they see you a homosexual.

He pealed his eyes open the slightest and looked right st the shiny metal object. He looked over his shoulder thankfully to him everyone else was asleep. What he should be doing at three in the morning. He told himself to just close his eyes and go the fuck to sleep. But hes scared to sleep, the dark is so scary. The dark is when he feels invisible hands crawling over his body. Hes so adraid of getting raped again so so so scared so terrified he never wants it to happen again. He cant even open his mouth now hes to terrified to utter a single word.

Its okay just find another way distract yourself. He told himself. He lifted the knife into his hold. He looked at his reflection in the shiny object and sucked in his breath. You dint want to go back in the dark with him do you? No? Then just do it! He held the knife by the handle in his right hand and with his left rolled his right arms sleeve up revealing his black and blue arm. He took a shaky breath slowly lowering the butcher knife down onto his skin.

"WHAT'RE YOU DOING?!"

He let out a scream hearing the booming voice. He tucked the knife back in the drawer quickly and turned around fast. "Nothing daddy" he said looking at the man in the doorway. "Liar. You lie to me now? I dont remember saying lying was allowed under my roof did i?" He asked walking closer and leaning against the stove. "N-no daddy i-i didnt mean to lie"

"You stutter now? Zachs rubbing off on you huh? Or is it just because daddy caught you doing something bad?" He asked in a child like tone. "I think its the last one huh baby? My little baby is a little liar tonight" daniel held his breathas the man walked closer and cupped his cheek in his palm.

"My little whore was trying to cut himself what?! Whats dad to think when he sees this? Call a therapist? No im going to tell you this and you lieten and you listen good okay?! If you ever, and i mean ever cut off my money supply by ending your life i will let the world know you for the dirty boy you are and who knows what might happen i have beautiful shy boy asleep right upstairs, im sure many men would just love him" the older taunted.
"no no im sorry im sorry i won't do it again!" Daniel quickly apologized.

"If you want to die i will gladly kill you, you unlovable beast but just know once your gone zach becomes my whore..."

Idk what this is but hope you liked it!