Ashley and I made it to LA.
Aaron picked us up being that him and Namjoon were the only ones aware of the spontaneous trip.
Ashley had told me last night that her and Namjoon kept up with eachother almost everyday, earning a sly look from me.
Namjoon was completely down for the idea when Ashley texted him and told him. I asked how the guys were and he said Jimin had been keeping to himself and Hobi was doing the same. They both knew that I didn't want them mad at each other so they tried their best to move past it. Poor yoongi has been losing his mind the whole time trying not to yell at the guys for being so stupid. Yoongi hated drama and I felt bad for making all of this happen but he made sure to tell me it had nothing to do with me but his two friends. We made our way inside of the house because Namjoon said all of the guys were out but when I headed to the bathroom I ran into something hard and almost fell but I caught myself. I looked up to see Jimin and he immediately pulled away and looked at me in shock.
"Didn't you leave?" He asked running his hands through to the back of his neck.
I nodded, "I need to talk to you," I said not wasting anytime.
"Ok let's go in your room," I nodded and went inside and sat on my bed. He sat on the desk chair and looked down at his feet.
I sighed before speaking. "I love you, Jimin," I began, "but not in that way. I love your personality, the way you check up on me, the way you make me feel comfortable in any situation...but I don't want a relationship purely based on sex." I said.
He was looking at me now and his face was red. I looked away.
"I know you care for me but I don't think we care for each other the correct way," I spoke up again.
"I agree," he whispered as he fiddled his thumbs.
"I have always been attracted to you but I have never felt in love with you. You're stunning and gorgeous and you're an amazing person and I just wanted my hands on you....but I just ended up hurting you," he paused and sighed, "and Hobi." A tear fell from his eyes and I frowned. I walked over to him and wiped the tear off his cheek.
"Jimin, you're one of his best friends I'm sure he will forgive you," I said.
He shook his head, "he hates me, Savannah."
"No one could hate you," I said and lifted him up into a hug.
"We will figure this out, ok?" I told him and he nodded.
I began to walk away but he stopped me.
"Do you love him?" He asked quietly. When I didn't answer he said, "are you in love with Hoseok?"
I closed my eyes and breathed in, "I am," I said softly with a tear rolling down my face.
"Then tell him because he feels worthless right now," Jimin said.
I nodded, "I planned on it. You'll see." I said I walked out to the bathroom.
Only a few hours later I was standing with Ashley backstage. We were all made up and looked amazing. I ran my hands through my curls and Ashley smiled at me.
"You got this," she said.
I breathed in and out again. The guys were on the stage doing their sound check and they had no clue we were there. The only one who had seen us was Jimin and he swore not to speak a word. But when he saw a glance of you from side stage he smiled and tripped over his own feet messing up the dance. The guys laughed at him and helped him. He winked over at me and thumbed up to approve of the outfit.
Hoseok looked at him confused and before he turned in our direction I slipped behind the wall and pushed Ashley in my place. Hobi's eyebrows lifted in excitement and waved at her then held up a finger to say one more song and they would be out. Once he looked away she hit my arm hard. I winced and rubbed the skin.
"What the fuck, Savannah?!" She asked angrily.
"I couldn't do it." I said.
"Well you better soon because they only have one song left," she said as she watched them.
I held my breath when the last song ended. I heard the guys talking and goofing around and I stepped back about to run but Ashley grabbed me making me stay. Hoseok ran over to her and hugged her without even seeing me. He went on about how much he had missed her and so on then asked why she was here.
When he asked this he looked behind her and saw me. The guys watched as he walked up to me and pulled me into a hug. He wrapped his arms around me gently and firmly hugged me and sighed.
"I'm so sorry," he whispered. I could hear his voice shake from holding his tears.
"No, I'm sorry," I said as a tear fell down my face. I sniffled and he looked at me and shook his head. He wiped my tear away as one fell down his face and I giggled wiping his away as well.
"I really fucked this up didn't I?" He asked looking at me as his fingers gently ran down my face.
I shook my head, "you could never."
He smiled and leaned his forehead against mine, closing his eyes.
"I thought I lost you," He said softly.
"Hobi," I began, "I love you."
He breath hiked and he pulled away and looked at me.
Tears started to fall from my eyes and he wiped them away with his thumbs and he pulled me in and kissed me gently. His lips were softer than I expected and I felt like I couldn't breathe. My hands slid up his arms slowly as we kissed and he pulled away with our noses still pressed together. He smiled and chuckled.
"I love you too" He said making me smile even bigger and I kissed him again with my arms wrapped around his neck and his hands on my hips.
"FINALLY" Ashley yelled along with the others who were all clapping and dancing around. Ashley felt an arm wrap around her waist and she looked and saw Namjoon standing there smiling at her content.
I saw the way he looked at her and smiled.
Everyone gathered around us and group hugged.
