who am I
that's a question
I still have no answer to
I like to read
I like to write
I love music
theater and art
but who am I as a person
sure I'm nice and I care
sure I'm smart
though I'll never show it
I'm super social
I love people
but in all reality
id rather be alone
with no expectations
cause at the end of the day
I'm afraid
of what people will think of me
I'm afraid
that my grades aren't good enough
I'm afraid
I don't try enough
I'm afraid
I'm not pretty enough
I'm afraid
that no matter how many times I start over
things will all be the same
I try and act brave
but in reality, I'm not
so who am i
I am a coward
who pretends to be everything they're not
ill hide behind a book
ill hide behind a screen
ill hide behind this wall I put up
because id rather not face my reality
