Raising Child System [on hold]

chapter 9 - what a stalker

Oh god what did I almost do ?

I couldn't control myself and almost bit Fu-chan.

My will wasn't strong enough.

But just how ? How could you expect  me to resist this kind of temptation ?

What would you do if the guy who you worship at day and fantasize at night, came into your arms and start clinging on you like his life was at stake ?

Sorry but it's just to much for me

' Lisheng ! '

I hear Fu-chan calling me which bring me back to reality

' yes bunny ? '  it came out of my mouth naturally

Fu-chan blushes and says ' Lisheng I need to know! You - what you wanted to told me mmm was it that you li-li-like me-me ?'

Oh right. I wanted to tell Fu-Chan about my ... identity. I think he has the right to know and ... well I just wanted to tell him the truth.

But what I am the most afraid of is that he will be scared of me...I don't want Fu-chan to look at me with eyes full of fear or worse, full of hate. But I can't even control myself ! Shit I'm so useless !

I-I will wait being able to control myself better before telling him the truth.

But there is something that I can tell him now, now that we are not on the street anymore, now that we are not in constant danger where we had to be ready at every second for a potential danger.

It's mostly for this reason that I never told Fu-chan how I felt about him. Too dangerous. Too complicated. We had to survived first.

To be honest at first I didn't quite understand what I was feeling. Attracted ? I already knew this feeling, I was once attracted to a girl, Chu Cheung, who was once a part of the group. But she succeed to escape with my old best friend Lai Liong.

After this, I never saw them again. But now that I think of it, I'm grateful that I didn't succeed my escape because it allowed me to meet Fu-Chan. My treasure, my sweetheart, my everything. I don't think I would have survived if it's not for his presence by my side.

After some time together, I knew this was not just attraction that I was feeling, it was so much more. But this makes me even more afraid, afraid of losing him. If this was to happened, my life would lose its meaning

' yes. I like you'

' ... '

He stop moving

He realize what I just said

He then ducked his head into the quilt.

oh gosh my little bunny is just so cute

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At the same time, in a dark alley

' system tell me about  the best information network in the city ?'

' why host ? if you want information you can just ask me I can tell you everything from the most important political struggle to the best fish seller of the town and for free ! (*≧∀≦*)'

'...'

why is host not praising me ?

' I want to learn more about this body '

' ... ' sorry host I'm so useless boouhouhou

'ehe so the best information network of the city is called DarkFall and is controlled mostly by vampire. It is very secretive so that only some special person can know how to have access to it. They have lots of different bases hidden in the town but nobody know where their main base is, and much less who control it'

' ok and where is their closest base where I can ask for information ? '

' I know! Let me guide you host! '

Twenty minutes later,  here we are in front of flashy bar. Most precisely a flashy gay bar.

' ...system  '

' boubou host don't be angry I swear that this is one of their secret place I triple checked already just to be sure ! '

... Why is this world who was a BG* is turning so more and more like a BL* one ?

Whatever let's just go in

I just take a step when I feel a hand on my shoulder... A hand ? ?? ???

Arg !I turn around in a hurry just to see ... well guess who. Whoa. The. amazing. Yi Kang.

... Is he stalking me or what ! Don't you have anything better to do like gouverning your overpowed clan no ?? Just leave me live a quiet life alone sniff sniff it's already exhausting enough to have pick up the male lead so don't come add yourself in the mix please

' Oh what a surprise to see you there ?' I ask because I can't ignore him given the fact that his hand is not releasing my shoulder

' Really a surprise. Saw you walk discreetly in the street searching for something. Was wondering where you were going walking like a thief and followed you ...'

He casts a look at the gay bar and then looks at me playfully.

'You know don't need to be so secretive about this I'm very open' He insist a lot on the very

...so he really was stalking me !! And why is he looking at me like this, it's not even for the gay bar that I am here I just want information! Information okay!

' system it is all your fault (｀Д')'

the system who really is innocent : ╥﹏╥

'well, now that you know where I was going you can leave me alone and continue with your life'I huff

' if you want kitten' he smiled then bring his mouth just next to my ear ' but don't you want information form DarkFall ?'

I look at him astonish. How did he know ? Though now that I think about it it seems normal that he knows the location of the DrakFall base, after all he is an OP character.

'If you want babe, I can give you all the information that you want... '

I smell something fishy

'... but at one condition... '

it's stink so much I'm not sure I want to know the following

'... come live with me'

OMG his smile is so shiny I have to close my eyes. And wait... What did he just tell me?

Ahahah thanks but no thanks I don't need you for information I'm just gonna ask DarkFall. I am nether a fool or a crazy man to accept your offer. I admit that you are so good looking that most of the people would pay to stay with you but hey, I know that by staying by your side my chance of getting killed without even knowing it will increase dramatically.

'thank but I don't need you I have my own sources'

I wink at him and enter the club.

Let's ask DarkFall I think it's better.

...Let's just not think of the gaze who is digging a hole in my back

Everything's is gonna be ok, Wright ?

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Hello  everyone ! So here is the news that i think you all saw coming.... i am stopping this novel sowwy ...perhaps i will continu latter but not now...i wrote this chapter a long time ago...

But i decided to translate a sweet bl novel much better ehe
If you want to check it is called « in the future, my whole body is a treasure »

And again sorry to all my reader but i don't have any inspiration left for this....
See you in my new translation !