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After the party it's been kinda sad. I spent my last week with Zach. I feel so bad for doing this to him but I have to. They've been coming for me for awhile now. It's not my fault it's not his either it's there's. Ever since that stupid app some how they found me. Yes I had ATA before I downloaded it with Christina but they found my location and they've been trying to get me. I wish I could go back and not tell them where I was from but I can't. And the mixtapes and Polaroids are gonna help zach remember me and maybe find me. I gave some hints in the mixtapes but not much. He'll just have to remember. I'm going to make one more mixtape...it's a last minute one.

Last mixtape.

"Zach...I'm so sorry Zach. I can't believe I have to do this. It ain't ur fault nor mine it's there's. I hope you never have to go through this with someone else. I honestly wish I didn't. But you helped me try and forget about it. To bad they never did. So now I'm on my way I guess. If ur listening to this then you have figured it out. I love you Zachary. Never forget that. Please, please keep searching. And the others please tell them I love them. And my mom isla and Ava and Sydnie tell them I love them too. Also Reese she was like my lil sister. And most importantly you. Zachary I love you. I'm sorry I have to do this. I just wish you will find me and save me. Please Zach, remember me forever. That's why I left these Polaroids and mixtapes, not for the fun of it but for memories. Not for me for you. Our place. Is now your place. The memories will always be there but I won't. Don't stop searching please. Don't stop loving me either I know I sure won't. Your the only thing keeping me going. This is long I'm sorry. I love you Zachary Dean Herron...if only you knew how much. Bye Zach. Actually not bye hopefully see you soon....I love you..."

I hope he searches. I really do. It's breaking me having to do this but it's for his and my own safety. If I don't then they will try and get him too. I shouldn't have fell for There trap. But I needed the money. I knwo sounds crazy but I did. My mom was going in dept and I had nothing else to pay for it. I told her I had worked for it but I lied. And I wasn't able to pay it back now they're trying to get me and for much more too. I'm such a screw up.

2 days later

Zach's POV

"Hey Kristen" I said walking down the stairs

"Hey Zach what's wrong" she asked

"Where's Jack" I asked

"Oh. He left this morning for college...I though he told you. He said he wanted to get there early" she said

"No. He couldn't have left without telling me. He wasn't supposed to leave for another couple days" I said starting to cry

"I'm sorry Zachy. He told me he told you bye...maybe he did but you were just asleep" she said walking over to me

"Maybe. It's just we won't see eachother for awhile and I'll miss him" I said

"I understand Zach but you know he loves you" she said

"Yeah I know. I'm going to go out for a bit" I said

"Okay bye" she said and I headed for our place

(Time skip)
<our place>

So I'm in our treehouse right now and it seems like he was here before he left.

I'm happy I have his mixtapes and Polaroids to remember him bye. I decided I was going to take a year off from college, it was last minute but I need it.

Jack has 35 mixtapes.

He has 10 of just random things he's recorded.
He has 5 of him singing.
He has 20 of things he's actually recorded.

He never let me go through the ones he recorded only the 15 that was him singing and randoms.

I wonder why? Maybe I should now. Or maybe I'll wait till he tells me I can. Yeah maybe I'll wait.

1 year later
May 7th

News~ Jack Robert Avery MISSING

Jack has been missing for a year now. He was supposed to have gone to college one morning. The last time he was seen was leaving his house and saying bye to his mother Kristen. Please help find him. He's now 19 years Old. He is missed by his boyfriend Zach Herron 18. His mother Kristen. Sisters Sydnie, Ava, and Isla. Please help find him.

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It's been a year without Jack I don't know how to carry on. I'm supposed to go to college around this time or atleast that's what I said last year. I'm not going now. I can't not without jack. I miss him. I need him. I listen to him singing and laughing on the mixtapes but there's only 15 besides the videos and such I have in my phone. I wonder if he'll care if I listen to the 20 he told em not to listen too. Probably not so I'm going too.

I'm sorry jack that I wasn't able to save you.

I love you jack. I always will. Please don't forget that. Please say you're alive. Please say your fine. Please say you still love me.

Jacks POV

It's been a year now. I'm still in hiding. I hope he can save me. I hope he never forgot. I hope he still loves me.

If only he will listen to the mixtapes.

They will save me.

Or atleast I hope they will.

Maybe the hints weren't good enough.

Honestly they weren't really hints.

They where mostly me saying where I might go if this happens.

Right now I'm trying to hide in Texas. But I'm bout to move again.

I have to stay on the move.

It's quite hard always being on the road.

If only he was with me.

A/n
Sequel coming today most likely.
I have a plan for the sequel.
It's going to be A lot.
Please stay for it.

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