Niall's Pov
"Niall, calm down!" Lou said. I've been crying into his shirt since I got home from Em's two hours ago.
"I cant, Lou! She is going to die in thirty fucking days! And I cant do anything about it!" I sobbed.
"we all die"Lou said in a sad attempt to cheer men up.
"yeah, but not in thirty days!" I told him.
"come, here, mate" Liam said. I stopped hugging Lou and walked to Liam.
"yes?" I asked.
"you'll be okay, mate" he said.
"no, I wont! The girl I'm in LOVE with is going to die in a month! And I'm not okay, I love her!" I yelled.
"I know you do, mate, but-"
"how would you feel if Danielle told you she was sying?" I intterupted him.
"Niall, I-"
"you what? HOW WOULD YO FEEL!" I screamed at him.
"NIALL! SCREAMING AT LIAM ISNT GOING TO HELP!" Perrie yelled. I let put a heavy sigh, she's right.
Yelling at Liam wont help me, so whats the point.
"I'm sorry, mate, I just lost it for a minute" I apologized to Liam.
"it's okay, you're going through a tough time" he said, We hugged and I walked to my room. i closed the door behind me and locked it.
I got my white beats and took out my phone. I hit playlists and pick one randomly.
Moments started to play and I curled in a ball on my bed.
"Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try
Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement's clouded
Like tonights night sky
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Trying to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
Flashing lights in my mind
Goin' back to the time
Playin' games in the street
Kickin' balls with my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall,
Make a joke of it all
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today" I sang the lyrics softly to myself.
Maybe Em only has thirty days to live, but I am going to mske them the best she's ever had!
A tears rolled down my cheek and I sat up.
"I'm going to make it the best month of her life no matter what"
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Hey guys! So, I know that was really short, but the next one will be longer! Feedback please? Means a lot when you guys do! Anyways, love you! Ciao! xx
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Get Ready, Get Set, Please Dont Go? (A Niall Horan Fanfic)
FanfictionNiall and Emily are the perfect couple, been together for over a year with no problems. But when Emily finds out she has a brain tumer and only one month to to live, she finally finds the courage to tell Niall. He is determined to make her last mo...
