Unusual Little Love Story

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•••••Samantha's POV•••••

Kian is signing me out. Sam and I are just waiting and sitting next to each other. I just grabbed his hand and looked into his eyes. He looked back and I knew he was gonna pull away so I crashed my lips into his. He kissed back immediately. When I pulled away, he just smirked, but after a few seconds, it faded.

"I just cheated on Mackenzie!" he said running his fingers through his hair.

"I'm your girlfriend Sam! I am! Look!" I said grabbing my necklace. "You gave this to me for our 1 year anniversary! Look it says,'S+S' and 'Always'! You got me this! You have to remember me!" I yelled, letting the tears fall out.

"I'm so sorry, but I don't remember being your boyfriend. But, we can be friends." he said looking sad.

"Okay." I said deciding to give him time. "But, can I have a hug?" I asked with my voice cracking.

"Of course." he said with his signature smile. It killed me! He leaning in and wrapped his arms around me, I wish I could stay here forever. But, he pulled away.

"I'm sorry." I said.

"It's fine." he said.

"Okay guys let's go!" Kian said, smiling weakly.

We walked to the car and sat in the back. I sat in the middle of Jc and Sam. Kian and Connor sat in the front.

To my surprise, Sam put his hand on my thigh. I grabbed his hand and just held it there. He didn't move, and I squeezed his hand and he squeezed back. I smile and laid my head on his shoulder, but then the car stopped at a red light. The bad part is, Mackenzie was crossing the street. Sam jumped out of the car and grabbed her waist. She looked confused and then he crashed his lips into hers, of course she was fine with it because, they both walked away together hand in hand.

I wish I had a gun, so someone could shoot me! Jc turned around and looked at me, with pity in his eyes. I started to cry and I buried my head into his shoulder. I just cried and cried until we got to the house, I ran upstairs and locked the door behind me.

I pulled out a box from the back of the closet. I don't know why I kept these, I never threw them out. I haven't used one of these since I was 13.

I pulled out the razor and slid it against my skin. Immediately, it began to bleed like crazy, I made two more cuts. One for Sam not remembering me, one for Sam kissing Kenzie, and one because, I hate my life. The pain hurt so bad but, at the same time it felt good. I grabbed a towel and cleaned up the cuts. Then I went through my phone and looked at pictures of Sam and I.

I looked at the ones we took underwater, the ones we took on our anniversary, the ones in the car, all of them. The pictures just made it hurt more and more.

I want Sam back! I want him back, more than I want to breath! I want Sam! I need Sam! Sam is mine and I'm gonna get him back!

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I woke up with someone jumping on my bed. I opened my eyes and saw Sam.

"Hey." I said weakly.

"Good morning." he said.

"When did you come in here?" I asked.

"This morning, I slept over at Kenzie's." he said.

"Oh.." I said getting up.

"Samantha, I'm really trying to remember you but I just can't,can you help me?" he asked grabbing my wrist and turning me around.

"Oh!" I winced at the pain.

He pulled up my sleeve and looked at me. "Why would you do this?" he asked with tears in his eyes.

"I need you Sam! I don't want to live without you!" I said tearing up. He didn't say anything, he just pulled me into a hug. I looked up and him and he crashed his lips into mine.

"Let's start remembering!" he said with a smirk on his face. I just nodded and smiled.