Unusual Little Love Story

I Want To Die!

•••••Samantha's POV•••••

I'm officially 6 months pregnant! Yay!

I still do things like I used to before I was pregnant so nothing's changed.

I changed into sweats and a tank top and walked to Starbucks. I ordered a vanilla bean with caramel.

When I got my drink, I left. I put my headphones in my ears and started walking home.

In the middle of the walk, I felt like someone was watching me. I sped up my pace and kept walking.

All of a sudden, I felt a sharp pain in my back. When I turned around, I saw Dylan with a bloody knife in his hand. When he saw me turn around, he was smirking. But, then he looked down at my stomach and his eyes filled with guilt. He dropped the knife and ran. I collapsed on the ground.

I grabbed my phone to call Sam but, right when I was about to call him, my vision got blurry. But, I managed to dial the number. When he picked up, my eyes started to close.

"Hello?"

"Sam, help me!" and that was the last thing I said before everything went black.

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•••••Sam's POV•••••

After the call from Samantha, I ran in the direction of Starbucks and called an ambulance.

I fell on the ground at the sight of my baby girl, unconscious with blood all over her. I just hope that she and the baby are okay.

The ambulance came not to long after and took her, I sat in the back.

When we got to the hospital, they rushed her into a room for surgery. I called Kian to tell him and the guys.

K- hey what's up?

S-get to the hospital now, Samantha got stabbed and I don't know if she's gonna be okay.

K- we'll be there in 10.

Kian got here 10 minutes after.

"What happen?!?" he asked/screamed.

"She went to get Starbucks and she called me telling her to help her. So I ran her direction and the only thing I could find around her was a bloody knife." I said sobbing.

After explaining what I know, we all just wait.

And wait.

And wait.

And wait.

Then the doctor came into the room and looked down at her feet.

"What happened? Is she okay? Is the baby alive?!?" I asked.

"The baby- the baby didn't make it." when she said that, my heart broke. My pride and joy, my baby boy. My son is gone!

"Can I see her?" I asked in between the sobs.

"Yes." she said walking away.

I looked around the room and everyone was sobbing. We all walked to the room and Samantha started waking up.

I had to tell her. How was I gonna tell her that our baby died?!?

I just kept on crying and crying. She opened her eyes and looked at me confused. Then she looked down and saw that her stomach was flat. She burst out in tears. I ran to her side and held her in my arms.

We cried, and cried.

•••••Samantha's POV•••••

I want to die! If my baby can't live, neither can I!This all happened because of Dylan!

My baby boy, my Ethan. He's gone! I sobbed into Sam's arms. When I looked around, everyone was crying. Kian was crying and punching the wall, which made me cry even more. I know they cared about Ethan even if he wasn't born, that was our baby.

The doctor said I should go home, and that I'm very weak so I should eat and get some rest.

When we got home, I went straight upstairs to my room. Sam collapsed on my bed crying and I ran to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and just sobbed.

I took a shower and washed my hair. When I got out, I just sat down on the bathroom floor with my robe on.

I can't forgive myself this time, my baby died. If I would have stayed home like I was supposed to, but no! I have to ruin everything.

I grabbed my box and made 2 cuts. One for my baby and one for doing what I'm about to do.

I took out pills from the cabinet and opened the bottle. I poured out about ten pills and set them on the table.

I began to sob at what I was about to do. I heard footsteps and I dropped the pills onto the floor. I grabbed them quickly and right when I was about to swallow them, Sam grabbed my hand and threw them into the toilet

I stared sobbing like crazy, Sam held me in his arms and swung me back and forth. I want to die! I want to die so bad!