Waste It On Me

The Choice

Jennie heaved a deep sigh as she placed her head on the table earning a groan from Joy, who sat across her, as she watched her best friend drown with her frustration.

"Okay you got to stop doing that boo." Joy said as she placed her chopsticks down and crossed her arms over her chest.

"Doing what?" Jennie asked as she raised her head back up, weakly picking up her chopsticks as she picked on her food.

"That face! Gosh Jennie - what is up with you? Tell me boo. This is supposed to be fun girl's night - not a sulky night!" Joy said as she moved her hands up in the air to emphasize her point.

Jennie just sighed again as pouted and dropped her chopsticks as she covered her face with both of her hands, while softly sobbing. The sight of her crying made Joy's eyes soften.

"Okay this is definitely not just the jet lag effect - Jennie please tell me? I can't help if I don't understand what is wrong! Please - please boo. Speak up." Joy said as she moved to Jennie's side and side hugged her, hushing her as she too felt anxious to why she was acting that way.

"I don't know who too choose - I - I'm confused. I don't know which feelings should I suppress and which one should I express! Joy - I - I - ugh I feel so stupid!" Jennie said as she began to hit her head, Joy immediately had held her wrists to stop her from further hitting herself.

"Boo stop it!" Joy said as she engulfed Jennie in an embrace, holding her into place as she hushed her.

It was a good thing that the barbecue restaurant they were in had stalls or booths that were soundproof or they would have caused a scene for the other customers.

Joy bit her lip as she held her tears in as seeing Jennie cry was her weak spot. She kept on hushing her best friend, waiting for her to calm down and explain further her kept feelings.

"Okay let me just get things straight boo, is this about your feelings for Namjoon and Yoongi?"

Jennie just gave a pout as she nodded her head slightly.

"So boy problems huh?" Joy sighed as she touched her temples with her right hand as the other was wrapped securely over Jennie's shoulder. "Okay. I got this."

"You do?" Jennie had asked but instead of answering, Joy loosened her grip on Jennie as she stood up and sat across from her again. She flipped her hair to the side as she subtly sipped her soju.

"Yep." Joy casually said as she deadpanned looked at Jennie. "But you got to close your eyes."

"Eh - but"

"Just do it boo. It's just going to be quick anyways. We're just going to test something." Joy said as she took another sip of her soju. "Trust me in this. We'll figure who weights more."

"Fine." Jennie replied as she subtly closed her eyes and waited for Joy's instructions.

"Okay let's begin. It's pretty dark right? No need to answer that. Imagine a green scenery."

"Okay?"

"Now in front of you is a trail. Go and walk on it."

"Will this really help?"

"Just let me finish boo. You better do what I say or I will flick your head hard."

"Ugh fine! I'm walking on the trail now."

"Good. Now let's be honest. You barely know that Yoongi guy right?"

"Ye-yeah?"