Playing With Fire [Yoonmin] 》DISCONTINUED《

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"G-GET HIM OFF ME, PLEASE!" Jimin yelled once he heard Namjoon's voice.

"Suga, get off!" Namjoon commanded, pulling the petite boy off. Everyone else rushed in to see the commotion and it was when Yoongi saw everyone's shocked and fearful eyes that he finally regained control. "I-I'm sorry... I didn't mean that..." Yoongi whimpered.
"Sehun was right... HYUNG, YOU'RE A PSYCHO!"
"No... I'm just broken..." he whispered.
"Yoongi, come with me," Namjoon ordered. Yoongi hung his head, throwing his hood over it again and took Namjoon's hand.

Namjoon guided him out of the living room and into his bedroom where he was shoved on the bed. "Why didn't you tell me?!" he yelled at him.
"I-I'm sorry..."
"You know how much damage Suga caused last time! You know what he made you do to yourself!" Namjoon's loud screams made Yoongi curl himself into a small, whimpering and shaking ball. "I-I know..." he stammered. Namjoon sighed and wrapped his arms around him. "It's okay, Yoon. But you have to be careful now. You know Suga wouldn't hesitate to kill Jimin. You know what could happen, Yoongi," Namjoon warned.
"I know! I can't believe I did that to him! I feel like shit because of it! I know I have to get Suga under control but he's in my mind all the fucking time! It's just fucking impossible, Namjoon!" Yoongi snapped before rubbing away a few stray tears. "Yoonie, it's okay. I'll be here for you okay? We got rid of Suga once before, we can do it again. If you want, we can go down and apologise to Jimin," Namjoon encouraged.

Yoongi shook his head but hugged him back finally and climbed on his lap and shook his head. "I love you Joonie, thank you so much! I know Jimin will never forgive me but I don't care about him! I'm just glad that I didn't hurt you!" Yoongi practically sobbed into his best friend's shoulder, holding him so tightly it was hard to breathe. Namjoon hugged him back and eventually the older fell asleep in his shoulder.

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Jimin gasped for air as Yoongi laughed maniacally in front of him, clutching tightly onto his throat. He tried to scream but his voice only came out as a small whimper. Yoongi smirked at his vulnerability and tightened his grip. Jimin's heart rate began to increase dramatically as Yoongi's words from earlier were repeated. "SUGA!" Namjoon's voice alarmed.

Jimin gasped for air as he shot up from the blowup bed in Namjoon's living room. He saw both of his best friends sleeping peacefully and whimpered. "T-TaeTae? H-Hobi?" he whispered, although he knew it was useless. Jimin felt tears roll down his cheeks as the horrifying experience played out once more in his frightened mind. He didn't know Yoongi would do something like that and he couldn't believe it either. He had to see Yoongi. He just had to. 

But he wouldn't want to see me. 
He hates me.
Everyone will think I'm weak now.
I'm weak. 

Jimin told himself, only causing himself to curl into a ball. 
It's the only way.
He argued, using any motivation he could to encourage himself to confront the boy that tried to take both of their lives. Slowly, he stood up, being careful not to wake up Taehyung and Hoseok. He questioned his decision but he found his feet subconsciously moving towards the stairs. He asked himself why he was seeing Yoongi but the only answer he could get was for answers. He felt so lost, so empty, so vulnerable which he had never felt before. He didn't know what was going on and he hated it.

Before long he found himself outside of the guest room where his attempted murderer was supposed to be sleeping. He opened the door with slight hesitation and suddenly felt the urge to slam it shut as he was met with kitten-like, tear-filled eyes that were illuminated by the moonlight that shone through the blinds.

"J-Jimin-ah... I-I'm so sorry!"  Yoongi sobbed. Jimin felt his heart stop. He couldn't find his voice to respond. He shut the door behind him and kept eye-contact with the sobbing boy. "Jimin-ah? Talk to me, please!" he cried. Jimin looked at him and suddenly remembered the psychotic eyes he was met with before and his own eyes slammed shut. "P-please don't be scared o-of me! I didn't m-mean to!" Yoongi begged, looking down at his thin knees. Jimin didn't know what to feel. Half of him was terrified that the older would look up and try to kill him once more but the other half was desperate to hold him and cry together just like they had done on the rooftop. 

"Y-Yoongi... w-wh-why?" Jimin's voice was weak and broken as if he was seconds away from breaking down like Yoongi. "S-Suga..." Yoongi answered quietly.
"Wh-who's th-that?" Jimin inquired, hardly able to force his words out. He watched as Yoongi cowered into himself even more.  "P-personality dis-disorder... h-he makes m-me do b-bad th-things... Jiminie, I w-want him t-to go," he stuttered. Jimin felt his heart flutter as the nickname rolled off Yoongi's tongue so fearfully.

Jimin took one step towards him and Yoongi rolled over, turning himself into a ball of broken sobs and whimpered. "D-don't h-hit me..."  he wept. Jimin was tackled by confusion once more as he finally reached the bed, noticing how much the older was shaking. Jimin shook his head and gently placed a hand on Yoongi's thin arm. He felt the older wince and instinctively tugged his hand away.

"I-I'm s-sorry for b-being a b-bother..." Jimin sighed, looking down at the boy. If it wasn't for him coming to Namjoon's then Yoongi wouldn't be in this situation. Yoongi looked up at him and shook his head. "N-no... d-don't b-blame yourself... I-I'm the one wh-who's a psy-psycho..." Yoongi stammered out, grabbing Jimin's baby-like hand into his long and shakey one. "I-I tried to... k-kill you... a-and... I'm so s-sorry..." Jimin thought back to Yoongi's previous words. A personality disorder. Meaning there were two sides to the boy and right now he was talking to the good one. "N-no... it was Suga... n-not you. I-I'm not gonna hit you..." Jimin stated, suddenly feeling a flow of confidence after his epiphany. 

Yoongi seemed to relax the slightest bit. "C-can you sh-show me?" Jimin asked. "Show you what?"
"What Suga's done to you..."