With All Your Heart

6.

I had been at the Gala an hour now and i was already bored! Steve came walking over smiling, looking handsome as always.
"Ladies, you're all looking lovely"
"Thank you Steven, you dont look so bad yourself" i replied looking him up and down.
"Oh we know we look great" Nat added, she was always so sure of herself. "Wheres Buck, he's normally joined at your hip" Nat asked Steve and i waited to hear his reply, I hadnt seen Bucky since he left to get ready for the Gala.
"He's around here somewhere..... think some girl caught his eye when we got here" Steve said as he turned to look around the room for Bucky.
"oh there he is!" He pointed to the back bar where Bucky was stood close to a pretty red head, his hand resting on her lower back as he laughed at something she said. What the hell was he doing??? We had only just sorted things out from this morning and now he was flirting with another woman!!
"You okay Doll?" Steve suddenly asked leaning in closer so only i could hear him. I forced a smile and nodded before ordering a large whisky.
"I hate these things is all, id much rather be curled up on the sofa watching some trashy TV"
"Yeah me too"
"These places are just full of fake people, they pretend to be your friend and act like they give a shit but then once they get what they want from you they ignore you and move onto the next shiny new toy"
"Wow... okay. Someone really doesnt like this Gala!" Steve chuckled, i shrugged and downed my drink before waving down the bar tender for another, my eyes wandering over to where Bucky was still too close to that bitch!!

The dance floor was pretty packed, even more so when a slow song started.
"Would you like to dance with me?" Steve suddenly asked holding out his hand to me.
"Of course" i nodded slipping my hand into his, his free hand slipped around my waist pulling me closer. We danced for a few songs, i caught Bucky looking over with a clenched jaw but i ignored him. I was just dancing with Steve i wasn't doing anything wrong.
"Mind if i cut in Cap?" Tony suddenly appeared, Steve smiled and stepped aside letting Tony take his place.
"You look beautiful" he smiled at me.
"What do you want?" I asked raising my eyebrow in question, Tony only ever gave me compliments when he wanted something!
"Nothing! Im just telling my baby sister that she looks beautiful. Is that a crime?"
"I suppose not"
"But i do need you to go on a mission with Steve tomorrow"
"There it is"
"It'll be fine, come by the conference room at 8am and i'll go through the details with you both"
"Fine. Can i leave now, have i been here long enough yet?"
"You're not having fun?"
"No ive got a really bad headache...."
"If you really want to leave i wont stop you but id like for you to stay a bit longer"
"I'll try but if i leave you know why".

I stayed for a few more drinks and then said goodnight to everyone and made my way to the elevator. I hit the call button then heard my name being called from behind. Bucky!
"Hey, where are you going?" He asked looking genuinely concerned.
"Im going to bed" i said coldly not even looking at him.
"Well i'll come with you..." he said as the doors opened, i stepped into the elevator but held my hand out to stop him.
"I just want to be alone right now, go back to the party"
"Doll is everything okay?"
"You better get back before the red head wonders where you are" i said shaking my head in disbelief as the doors shut,
I heard him call out to me just before the elevator started up to my floor. When the doors opened a very out of breath Bucky was waiting "Y/N, please talk to me"
"I have nothing to say" i shrugged walking past him towards my room.
"Why are you so mad? I was only talking to her"
"Didn't look like that Buck. When Nat asked Steve where you were you wanna know what he said? Some girl caught your eye when you walked in, then he points you out.... you looked really cozy"
"She's just a friend...."
"Guess we've got that in common then because i clearly don't mean anything else to you"
"I dont understand why this has got you so upset....."
"You don't understand why I'm pissed off that once again after I've let you fuck me, you choose to ignore me AGAIN!! Then when i do see you you're all over another woman??"
"I wasn't ignoring you, i hadn't seen you arrive yet...."
"Maybe this was a mistake with us Buck, I'm clearly not what you want"
"But you are! I swear to god!" He looked panicked suddenly and tried to take hold of my hand but i pulled away before he could.
"Doll, please believe me! Im begging you. You're the only girl i wanna be with"
"You keep saying that!" I snapped "You've got a funny way of showing me that you really want this. Look, im leaving tomorrow for a couple of days so you should think about what you really want. We can discuss what this is when i get back"
"You're leaving?? Where are you going?"
"Tony said I've got a mission with Steve, we're briefing in the morning"
"Oh....."
"I should get some sleep, busy day tomorrow" i said casually unlocking my door "you should go back to the party, your friend will be wondering where you are"
"Screw the party and i don't give a shit about her. I don't want you going to bed mad at me doll..... please? Let me come in?"
"You can come in but im not having sex with you! Im holding out on you until i believe you really want this"
"Okay thats fine, i just want to be with you".
***
I tried to stay mad at Bucky but i just couldn't, when i got up to head to bed i asked him if he was coming.... no funny business! We'd just be sleeping, i was gonna stick to my guns about the no sex thing even if it was torturing me too! Bucky was currently acting as big spoon, his body pressed against mine and his arm wrapped around my waist.... it made me want him even more!! But i stayed strong and finally fell asleep.

When i woke up i was still wrapped in his arms and i couldnt help but smile. He pulled me closer and buried his face in my neck where he started kissing that sweet spot behind my ear, i let out a moan and ground my ass back against his crotch making him hiss.
"You're killing me doll" he mumbled and i chuckled "its not funny!"
"Im sorry i didnt mean to! Its your own fault, you know what it does to me when you kiss me there"
"Hmmm i do" he said as i felt his hand move lower and start to slip into my shorts.
"Erm Buck what are you doing.... i thought i said no sex?"
"I know what you said, this isnt sex..... this is me making you feel good. Let me make you feel good baby.... i bet you're already soaked"
His fingers were suddenly inside my panties working me open, i couldnt help the moans that left my mouth! He pressed two fingers into my throbbing hole and started pumping them in and out as he kissed my neck.... i could feel him grinding against my ass for some relief which drove me crazy!! I didnt stop him, if it was helping him get off he could carry on.
"Fuck baby you're close, i can feel you squeezing the shit outta my fingers" he said before he moved his thumb to rub my clit, that extra attention was enough to send me screaming over the edge.
"Shit Bucky..... you are a god with those hands of yours!" I said trying to catch my breath "You need some help with that?" I asked looking at his raging hard boner.
"Its okay, i'll sort it out later...."
"Dont be silly.... you used your hands on me its only fair i return the favour" i smirked as i reached inside his boxer briefs and pulled out his hard cock.
He moaned as soon as my fingers made contact with him.
"Oh fuck..... god that feels fucking amazing!! Spit on it baby get it nice and wet" he said with closed eyes.
"Ive got a better idea...." i said getting up to take off my shorts and panties, his eyes went wide and he smiled.
"Don't get any ideas..... i meant it Buck no sex until i believe you mean it"
"Oh baby i believe it trust me!"
I chuckled as i straddled his thighs and lowered myself just enough to rub my slick over his cock.
"Jesus christ!" I moaned "i dont know who im punishing more with this no sex shit!"
"Definitely me! You know how fucking tempted i am to just slip inside you.... i want your pussy so bad baby"
"Fuck it!" I suddenly said lining him up with my entrance and quickly sinking down onto him. I caught him by surprise and he gripped my hips as he cried out in ecstasy.
"Doll you coulda warned me! I almost cum the second i got in you!"
"Sorry Buck, i just couldn't wait anymore" i smiled as i rode him hard and fast.

Once we were done i climbed off and walked to the bathroom to clean up, i saw the time and it was already 7:30am. I had to be in the meeting room in half an hour!
"Hey Y/N, im gonna head to my room to clean up. Tony wants me in this meeting too"
"Okay, i'll meet you down there" i called as i finished rinsing my hair.