I miss you

Cutters plan

I walked home dad never talks to me anymore I just walk in my room everyday looking at walls ever since me and Zak broke up I've been too depressed to look at anyone what's the point all they do is judge me why does anything matter anymore "knock knock it's me" dad said "come in" I said while he was opening the door "what do you want for supper?" he asked "pizza please!" I said "okay it'll be here in about 20 mins" dad said then walked off closing the door behind making me lonely and sad. while he was gone I was trying to find a razor but I couldn't I looked in my bathroom to find one but couldn't I started scratching until I found a hammer and started to hit my legs making them bruised everywhere I get a call on my phone from Zak but don't answer he keeps calling I guess he found my note to him I finally found a razor and felt the melt grip my skin it felt so good so... right. then I found myself crying on the floor rolling around in my tears "WHAT DID I DO" I yelled...