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It's Over

WRITER'S NOTE

All I can say is I hope you enjoy this big fat mess

xoxo

Josie's POV

I woke up to the sound of two people, actually two girls, arguing about something, it was incomprehensible honestly. I tried to open my eyes, instantly letting a crack of light hit my pupil and shoot waves of burns throughout my whole head, it was bright. As I worked on getting my eyes opened, I listened closely to what the girls were saying

"Leave, she doesn't want you here and she won't be happy to see you when she wakes up''

I shot up and felt tubes pull on me from my wrist, I looked down to see my whole left hand patched up into white cloth, my wrist had all kinds of tubes hooked into it and my whole body was aching, that's when I remembered, the cut. That wave of memories brought up other ones which led to me remembering the last thing I had seen before I collapsed, Penelope, and that's when I heard the familiar voice, which was surprisingly very soft and low compared to the usual

"Lizzie please lower your voice, we shouldn't wake Josie up, please let me stay I just want to see if she's okay"

THAT was Penelope? She sounded so calm and maybe even vulnerable, and was she talking about me? The girl with whom she broke up with because-

"YOU'RE UP"

I jumped up higher than I ever had and turned m head to see no one else but my twin sister, Lizzie. I quickly scanned the area to see if Penelope was behind her but she had probably left after what Lizzie had said

"Oh um yeah, so-"

I got quickly cut off, per usual, as Lizzie instantly opened her mouth to blurt something out that was soon going to send bitterness through me

"Oh and don't worry, Satan came by to see if you were okay, but we both know that she was probably going to poison you, I mean she's the reason you got hurt in the first place, anyway, don't worry because I totally screamed at her and I'm pretty sure she's learned her lesson. Apart from that Josie I am absolutely embarrassed by you, everyone was crept out and now people think that I hurt you, so can you please hurry up the healing process and tell everyone that Penelope did this"

Without even waiting for me to answer, she turned on her heels and sped out of the room, I couldn't believe what she was saying, Penelope wasn't the one that hurt me, I just cut myself by accident. I mean, all Lizzie ever did was think about herself, she never actually tried to see things from someone else's point of view.

It all of a sudden went completely silent for a couple of minutes, and to be honest i was really enjoying it, it changed from the complaints i had to endure throughout the whole day. Just as i was about to fall back asleep, trying to ignore the constant pain in my whole palm, i heard my curtains open once more and i swore i wasn't going to take this one more so without even opening my eyes, i snapped

''Lizzie i'm sorry but my hand isn't going to heal any faster if you keep coming in here, so can you please just let me-"

i surprisingly got cut off by what i immediately knew was going to wake me up instantly

"Do i really look like her, because if i do then there is clearly a problem"

i heard soft laughs as i opened my eyes and to no surprise, it was her. I saw her smiling and moving her hair out of her eyes as she laughed under her breath, i knew she was trying to make it less tense but i didn't think i could be normal around her, it just wasn't possible.

"Oh, hey Penelope, so why are you here"

Her laughs faded as she heard me spoke and i could tell that what i had just said had hurt her a bit, but who was i to care, she didn't deserve my kindness, never did and never will. As silence filled the room, i was about to say something else but just as i opened my mouth, Penelope did the same and beat me to it

"Am i not allowed to simply check up on you? We might be exes but that doesn't mean that i don't care about you anymore"

Her brows furrowed as she spoke and she all of a sudden got cold with her way of speaking, but that wasn't going to work, not anymore

"Well you sure didn't see things that way when you dumped me, anyway i don't care anymore, I've moved on and i even have my eyes on someone else, so you can leave now"

I tried to not look at her in the eyes because i knew Penelope, i knew that she showed herself as strong and fierce on the outside but that she was as soft as a bunny on the inside and i knew that my words had probably stung as much as the cut in my palm, and i was right. Her expression on her face went from confident to sad and i could see that she was disappointed, the raven-haired girl didn't say a word and slowly turned around, making her way out as she closed the curtains.

I then proceeded to slowly close my eyes and try to forget about it all, honestly the whole thing had me messed up and confused at all times and it had to stop, she broke up with me, it was her decision, so why was she acting as if we were flirting all over again, i didn't know that was how break-ups worked.

But i guess that i just shouldn't have dated Penelope Park in the first place.

fricking Penelope Park

WRITER'S NOTE

So guys, this was so bad and i'm sorry, i really am.

Give your opinion down below in the comments, vote and maybe add to your reading list?

anyway imma go so HOPE ya'll liked this

xoxo