Not enough time left for me

Sister Zamo

Katyas pov:
It's not very often that I get to see my sister, since she's always working and when she does have time off her boyfriend tells me that she's sleeping, like completely out cold. So when she does visit I make sure I make every moment count. Today was one of her visiting days and I couldn't be more excited.

She did always look tired, but managed to push through it just to spend some times with me. And honestly I don't know how to repay her for all the things she's done for me. I don't know how she manages to work a job during the day and manage a club during the night.

"How about, we cut you hair shorter, like up to your neck or so, and give you bangs" she said as she looked at a couple strands of my hair. I rolled my eyes listening to her and continued to doodle a small drawing of me and Trixie.

To be honest I've fallen even more in love with Trixie, god just the way she smiles at me makes my heart flutter, and that laugh just sends my heard pounding. I don't know how to tell her the way I feel but I don't wanna tell her just yet.

"Oooo who's that?" My sisters finger pointed to the little doodle of Trixie who was smiling that adorable smile of hers. I blushed softly and mumbled in response.

"That's my friend Trixie...we hang out with each other here so we're not bored.." I looked up to see she had a smirk on her face. God damnit I hate how she knows my feelings so well.

"Oh really? She sounds more then a friend if you ask me, what's she like?" I blushed more knowing I really can't get out of this now.

"Um well I guess she's my best friend then since we have a lot in common...she likes pink and barbies..and country music as well.." she raised a brow as she grabbed a chair and sat next to me.

"She sounds like the complete opposite of you kat, what makes her so special?" She asked as I continued doodling.

"I dunno...I mean she understands me ya know...like I feel like I've known her forever...it's a bond that feels unbreakable to me..I don't know how or why but it's just that way..." playing with her lighter, she smirked more as she dug deeper.

"Someone likes a special someoneee, I can see the blush in your face kat when I asked about her. Plus I know you when you like someone, remember that whole thing with Violet from seventh grade?" I sighed getting flashbacks from that year.

There was a period of time where I really liked my friend Violet, she was just so pretty and mesmerizing to me. But those feelings soon went away as pearl somehow got her heart. Honestly all that girl does all day is sit in the back of the classroom and sleep.

"Yeah I remember...but Trixie isn't like that, you meet to see her to understand.." she nodded and got up from her chair and motioned for me to follow.

"Then lemme meet this country girl of yours, I wanna see it for myself" I reluctantly got up and had my sister trailing behind me as I went up to Trixies door and knocked on it.

A very tired and slightly pale Trixie opened the door and gave me a soft smile. I looked at her concerned and gave her a tight hug.

"Aw trix you don't look good at all, could've told me come in so you wouldn't have to get up.." she pulled away and waved her hand saying it was ok.

"It's fine...need to get my blood flowing a bit anyways...well gotta wait for it to get in my body first..." she stuck her tongue out before laying back on her bed.

"Still I feel bad when you do that to yourself, just say come in next time damnit woman" she giggled patting the spot she made next to her on the bed and I gladly sat next to her. My sister popped her head in the door and Trixie looked at her confused.

"Kat do you know her or.." I laughed watching my sister turn a soft red in embarrassment and I motioned for her to come in.

"This is my sister Helena smart one, that's why I came over here" Trixie made an 'oh' face as my sister stepped in turning red more as she waved.

"I didn't know if I was invited in or not..." I rolled my eyes at her and put my head on top of Trixies.

"Just introduce yourself to her you antisocial fuck" Trixie laughed hard as my sister flipped me off and held her hand out for Trixie.

"Excuse the language coming from the Russian slut, nice to meet you" Trixie shook her hand giggling as I gasped softly.

"Your Russian too idiot! You can't say that!" My sister put her hands on her hips and gave me a 'oh really' look.

"I never said I wasn't, I just don't say it every five seconds. Plus I don't want people to think I'm a spy for Putin Bitch." We both flipper each other off as Trixie was basically loosing it.

"You guys don't make me laugh too hard! My mom will think I'm fucking dying! Which I am a little bit!" I giggled as my sister instantly stopped and started apologizing. She's not here to cause any deaths and the thought of it kinda terrifies her.

"Shit shit sorry, Katya shut your mouth I don't wanna get yelled at" I rolled my eyes and softly started braiding Trixies hair, which managed to calm her down no problem.

"Oh hush, she's fine your just freaking out over nothing" I heard soft purrs come from Trixie as I continued braiding her hair, and if that's not the most adorable thing I've heard from her then I don't know what is.

We continued talking and letting Trixie and my sister get to know each other for a while until Helena passed out on the couch while me and Trixie were making stupid jokes.

I think my sister approves of Trixie, cause I know at some point I'm gonna push all my anxiety out of the way and try to make a move. I feel like life pushed me on the path to find my true love, cause I've never felt the way I feel with Trixie with anyone else.

She's special, and I really want her to be mine..