I'm so sick and tired of missing you.
I can't stop crying
I can scream your name until my lungs are on fire
And my throat burns
But that won't make you come
Nothing will.
Missing someone you can't hold
is a different type of pain.
The constant ache in my chest
The constant memories swirling around my brain
The only reason I push you away
Is because I can't think about you.
I can't text you,
I can't look at the pictures of you and me
It just brings back memories.
The memories of us.
I do small things to take my mind off of you
but at night,
when everyone is asleep,
I always think of you.
I'm so dependant on you and I hate it
I hate that I've realied on you for so long.
