🖤A Zanvis Fanfic💚

Part 5

* Zane's POV *

"Are you on meds?"

Travis looked at me as he kept his usual calm and happy expression. "Yeah I am" he said calmly

"I-if you don't mind me asking, w-why?" I asked him. I wouldn't have expected him to be the person to be on medication

"No of course. I guess now that I know more about you it's only fair. But it's quite a long story..." he said as he sat up a little and played a bit with the sheets of his bed

"No problem, go ahead"

"Well a few years ago, when I was younger, I was homeschooled. When I was about 10 years old I went to a normal school, but there I got bullied..... for the fact I didn't have a mother anymore.... my mom past away about a week after I was born. She died because of a rear sickness you can get when pregnant. If you get it you won't life for very long. I blamed myself for her death all my life and the bullying only made it worse. I got depressed and since I have such an amazing dad, he started to notice I was off. Well it went from there and I eventually got medication for it and now I'm good" he explained

"Oh Travis, I-I'm Sorry..."

"No it's okay, I'm good now. And I'm very happy I got help." He smiled as he took my hand

His smile was so comforting, I felt safe with him. I never told a living soul about my cutting, Gene only knew cause he saw my cuts once. There is just something about this boy. When he smiles, I feel like something is inside my stomach. And when we kissed, I felt these sparks throughout my whole body. What is this feeling?

"Travis?"

"Yes?"

"You know that feeling when you just feel comfortable around someone? But you feel like something's trapped inside your stomach at the same time? And you feel sparks while touching this person?" I asked

"Yeah, it's a pretty awesome feeling. That person makes you feel special, and you'd do anything for that person right?"

"Yes! Exactly that!"

"Zane, that's called love"

"O-oh"

I-is That what love feels like? It is amazing, just like all the fairytales say. But if he knows so much about it...

"Travis, are you in love?" I asked as I looked at his bed. He stayed silent for a moment as a blush appeared on his cheeks. "Y-yes.."

I felt my hear shatter in tiny pieces. So this is what heartbreak feels like... S-so That k-kiss, m-my first kiss, meant n-nothing to him?!

I fought back my tears as I stood up. "I-I have t-to go" I said as I ran down the stairs. I opened the front door as Travis chased me through the hallway. "Zane!" He said but it was already too late. I had ran out of the house, back to my own house

When I returned home I immediately ran up the stairs towards the bathroom. I slam the door shut and fall down on the floor crying. I couldn't bare the pain, I just had too...

I opened up the bathroom cabinet and got out a raiser blade and rolled up my sleeve. Here I go again...

* Travis's POV *

Zane ran out of the front door and I tried to chase him when I was stopped by my father who was holding me back with his arms

"Dad let me go! I need to go after him!" I screamed, trying to get out of his grip

"Travis stop, you need to let him go" my dad said as he held me tight

"Dad you don't understand! Zane is gonna hurt himself! Please let go!" I screamed again

"Travis calm down for a second, I am dead serious right now. Is there something you need to tell me?" He asked very serious

I took a deep shaky breath, then spoke. "Dad, w-when we were in my r-room, Zane confessed to me that he was cutting. He was trying to stop but it was too hard"

"Travis are you sure this is true?"

"100%, he showed me the cuts"

"Travis get in the car"

"What?!"

"Get in the car right now!"

"O-Okay!"

I rushed over to the car as I jumped in the passenger seat. My dad started driving really fast as he asked me some questions

"Did he tell you why he cuts?" My dad asked while focusing on the road

"He said that when he feels bad emotions like fear or sadness he gets a strong urge to cut. When it's too strong, he can't resist it"

"Relive cutter huh? Okay, what happened before he ran off?"

"Well we were talking about.....stuf...and then he asked me if I loved someone..........I said yes...and then he ran off" I answered

"Oh crap" my dad mumbled under his breath.

"Dad, how do you know about this stuff?" I asked scared as we arrived at Zane's house

"I'll tell you later, we need to get to Zane" he said as we left the car. My dad knocked on the door and it was soon opened by a familiar blonde

"Garroth do you know where Zane is?" I asked him

"I heard him go upstairs but I didn't see him" with that my dad rushed inside and up the stairs. I followed behind him as we started searching rooms. I headed to the bathroom, getting a bad feeling from it.

I knocked on the door. "Z-Zane? A-are you in t-there?" I asked. "N-no.." a voice mumbled. "Zane it's me, your friend Travis. I-I'm gonna come in now..."

"N-no!" He said as I opened the door. I was completely frozen at what I saw. It was Zane, his wrist and arm completely covered in blood. Tears stained his cheeks "Z-Zane!" I said as my dad rushed in

He kneeled down beside Zane and looked at his arm. "Crap, you're feeling really bad aren't you?" He said as he saw all the blood. "Travis! Call 911!" My dad said as Zane started to fall down slightly

I got out my phone and dialled the number. "911 what's your emergency?" A woman asked. "Hello this is Travis Valkrum. My Friend is badly inured and I need an ambulance!" I said as she asked more questions. I gave her all the information she needed.

Then all of a sudden, Zane passed out in my father's arms

Oh crap what have I done?!