gang related ≠ d.l

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I had been pacing around the room for ten minutes, my mind racing with thoughts of my mother. She wanted me dead. She hated me. I sighed, raking my fingers through my hair, walking into the kitchen. i open the refrigerator, grabbing a bottle of juice.
"You still worked up about that?" derek asked, walking up beside me. "Im just so lost on what to do. And, technically speaking, we're incest," I said, my eyes going up to dereks face. "Ew, dont," he groaned. "What! Its true," I shrugged. "Actually, my dad told me they got a divorce, but she's still living with him," he said, making me laugh. "Of course she is," I say.

Unfortunately, there was no way for me to get ahold of my mom and give her a piece of my mind after what happened months ago with Derek's father. I had thought that I could get revenge on her, letting her know how it tastes to be hated, but she already had that.

She had known I despised her from the beginning, not wanting much to do with her. Rather it be more out of spite, I wanted her to suffer like I had to. She was never considerate of how I felt or anything. She was never worried about me, and didn't care if I was to cause trouble.

She wasn't there for me when Derek disappeared in high school, leaving my heart on a tattered leash, always wondering where he had gone, and why.

She wasn't there for me when I got accepted into a major college.

She wasn't there for me at all.

And I despised her for that.

A mother is supposed to nurture and love you, but that was never my mothers case. Showing affection was never in her agenda, and she never praised me.

To say that my mom was after me, was a blessing in its own.

Because that meant that after all these years of loathing the woman who gave birth to me, I could finally do something about it.

And I would.

the end

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AAHHH FINALLLYYYYYY!
now, i know its ending on a cliff hanger, but there will probably be a second book. it might be a while before i start it bc i have 2 stories up right now that i plan on finishing. with one, it wont take as long bc its an angsty story filled with smut, but the other one might take longer bc its more sweet and complex.

anyways, thank you all so much for sticking with me through Gang Related, and I hope you all had the best time reading it.
I hope you loved reading it as much as I loved writing it.
thank you again, from the bottom of my heart.
if you want to, check out my other stories: little girl and sweet tooth.

i love you all!!!

love,
emma 💕