Karma x Rio Oneshots [ENG/IND]

Hated by Life Itself

This story happens after the civil war arc (I suggest you to watch or read it, IT'S AWESOME!)

I do not own Assassination Classroom © Yuusei Matsui, all rights to their rightful owner

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Rio's P.O.V

"Gosh, I guess we lost. But, Nagisa seriously went all out, huh?" I walked to the forest along with Karma.

"True, I can't even predict that scene" He said looking at Nagisa who is with the rest of the class down the hill.

"Wow, and the devil actually surrendered. Now, that's new" I climbed a tree and continued to piss him off.

"Whatever" he scratched the back of his head

I stayed silent I hanged my self upside down. I thought I was stronger than him (Nagisa), I guess I was wrong.

"I was useless, I'm sorry" It hurts for me to say it, but it's the truth

"If only I brought my weapon (read the manga), if only I had been more cautious, we would have won. You wouldn't have to fight nor surrender. I'm sorry" I tried to force a smile, but it was useless.

"What are you saying?" he looked at me.

"I didn't notice it too, okay? It's not your fault, don't blame yourself!"

Tch. Now I felt weaker than Okuda and Hara. Bet Okuda helped a lot, even Hara was super useful. I'm such a trash.

"Karma, I-"

"What is it now?" He sighed

"Wanna die," I said. Depression has overcome me. He glared me.

"Well, fine maybe not die. Maybe disappear? or erased? If I was erased, that means no one will remember me. Nobody will be sad. They will just live a normal life. Maybe will be better. Maybe-"

"Nakamura!" he shouted. His gaze is sharp, I snapped.

"What are you talking about?! You know this is just a normal class fight, right? Is this how you deal with loss?!" he said that calmly, yet so strict.

"Ahahaha, was I really that painful to watch until you have to say that?" I jumped down hiding my tears and smiled.

"Don't worry, I know. The blue team had an advantage, from the girls' side that is. I know you're the best Karma, you don't have to make it clear" I walked past him going back to class

"And besides.. I'm hated by life itself. See you in class, Karma!" I waved

Damn. Everyone is just the same. I'm starting to get sick  of this lying

Flashback

"How could you, Rio?! Wasn't all of that enough for you that you had to give up on studying?! Well, we had enough of you. Do what you want!" my Mom shouted

"Do you see the future, Rio? I don't think so.  Did you get anything after all this? Asking for friends, where are they now? All you get is failure, humiliation, and an unclear future"

"Father, I-"

BLAM

I can't believe it, I lost everything and didn't get anything. Am I really that stupid? I am really that useless, huh? If I am, then why don't I just die already. E-class, was it? Guess I'm a trash among trash.