*trigger warning*
It had been about two weeks since we found out that emerson was sick and honestly is hasn't sunk in yet,He got released from the hospital a week ago and I've cherised every little moment we've had together since. we Were currently Lying down in his bed just embracing eachothers pressence When I got A text from my mom
Mom💓:I know you wanna spend as much time as you can with emerson but I want you to go to school today.
Cassie💓:Okay I'll see you tonight
"Ma cherie who was that" He asked "My mom she wants me to go to school,But I'll come back-" "No angel I want you to focus on yourself I love you now go" I gave him a peck on the lips And Headed to school.When I got to school It was Absolute Hell All I could think about Was my baby,My poor sick baby. Everyone was asking me about emerson My answer was always "I can't say" Because If I was dying I wouldn't want 1000 people Feeling sorry for me either,School was going by so slowly and It was killing me I couldn't wait for art class,The only class that mattered to me. at lunchtime A jackass football player named warren came and sat beside Me Which made me confused cause I've only ever talked to him once "Hey Uhm now that you're single maybe we should hangout" He said as he started to laugh "I'm not Single warren fuck off" As said as I ran to the bathroom holding back my tears,I made sure nobody Was inside And I locked the stall door,I pulled out a single shiny blade and started to make marks into my skin for I second I forgot about my problems and focused on shreding my arm to pieces It was almost like I had nothing to worry about,But I got interupted by the bell indicating I had to go to class,I pulled down my sleeve put the blade back in my bag and headed to art. I was working on my painting when I got a call from sebastian,I answered it cause he probably was gonna pick me up from school "Hey cassie It's emerson he's in the hospital again I-" I hung up the phone And ran out of class not caring about anyone but my love. When I got the the hospital I ran to Em's room When I got there He was unconscious and everyone was there "What happened" I said trying to catch my breath "His cancer spread,They're only giving him three months" Remington said on the verge of tears,I had no words I was broken,I felt like I had been ripped into a million pieces "Come on lets go for a walk cassie" Sebastian whispered to me while he pulled me out the door "Cassie why is your arm bleeding" "I was uh-" "Cassie I know everything is bad but I need you to stop"
