It's been a couple weeks since The cancer spread And It's getting worse,I'm terrified But I have to hide it For Em's sake. Everyday It gets worse and in the fragile state he's in it's definitely going to be less than A week It's heartbreaking And I think everyone's hurting But Were just hiding it So we don't scare Em,I know for a fact that he knows whats going to happen but We haven't talked about It,If I'm being honest I don't want to talk about it I want this to all be over,I want to be Making Out with emerson not watching him loose life,I got lost In thought I didn't hear em calling my name "Cassie I-I c-can't b-breath get a doctor" He said gasping for air,I ran out got his doctor And brought him back to Em's room "I don't think it's gonna be much longer miss Evans just stay and comfort him" And That sentence ended my entire exsistence,I did what he said And Just made him feel like everything was okay "shh Em It's okay I love you"
"b-baby It h-hurts s-top Help" "I know Em I love you And I always will" and With that his heart flatlined and he was gone Forever,I'm never gonna get to kiss his lips,Never gonna get to hold him,Never gonna marry him,Never gonna have kids with him. It's over,I'm over,The love of my life is dead.
