sugary love - r.lupin

4th

I wanted to tell you how much i love you, yet here we are now, a few years later,— a year or two perhaps — watching as Lily and James get married, me as the maid in honor, and Sirius as the best man

I kept watching you, god how much i've missed you, i miss your hair, your scars, your affection to chocolates and books, the way you smile, the way you laugh —

I could go on and on, and even make a book 1.000+ pages long about how much i love you, but even then you'd never know, because you are just too oblivious for your own good

Yet i still couldn't say the simplest three words,

'i love you'