sugary love - r.lupin

5th

James and Lily had just gave birth to their child, Harry Potter

I feel so happy for them, they managed to build a family at a very young age, and i once or twice imagined us too, as a wholesome loving family, but that's just a mere dream, isn't it

Unfortunately, as they did everything in a young age — married young, loved young, won trophies young, and had a kid young — death also had to come for them young

The two loving pair died in the hands of the Dark Lord himself, leaving baby Harry with a lightning bolt scar on his forehead, as a reminder of the day his parents — my friends, too — died

But for me? The Dark Lord did not only come for them, it looked for me too, and damn it i haven't even once told you how i feel

Now here i stand, shooting jinxes, charms, hexes — everything i could to protect my life

And at my very last moments, i thought about everything i've done in my life, — meeting my friends, winning house cups, learning magic, experiencing death and loving you —

I could feel my body hit the ground, falling to my knees, and feeling the life come out of me

And for merlin's beard what i thought about last was you

You

Where you are, how you are, if you're okay, and how i wasn't there to protect you

But theres nothing left for me to do, i couldn't protect my family, my friends, and now you

Remus John Lupin, i love you, loved you ever since day one, and i don't think i'll ever stop loving you.