Do You Still Need Me?. a zonah story

my boy

Daniels pov

After dad went to bed I go to zach room to apologise. I walk in and see my noodle head of a dad sitting on zachs bed infront of him they were both smiling. Zach I say knocking on the door frame. They both looked over at me. Can I come in...please I ask quietly he just nodds. I'll leave you two be dad said kissing zachs head and kissing my cheek on the way out go to bed soon guys he says on his way out. I sit at the end of zachs bed angle im so so sorry i over reacted and was being stupid I say looking at his beautiful face features. Its okay Dani I forgive you im sorry I didn't listen to you in sorry I didnt follow Your rules.  He says quietly but looking up at me. Your rules? Is that what he thinks that I have rules for him to follow. Zachy what rules? I ask rubbing my thumb over his knuckle. Yo-you know th-that I shouldnt talk or make friends with anyone you dont trust he says more like a question. I didn't know what to say I mean I dont wanna keep him from having fun or anything i just want him to be safe. Come here angle I say holding my arms out and he crawls right into my arms finding his special spot which is burying his face in the crook of my neck. I chuckle I rub his back putting him to sleep after awhile. The thought of this innocent boy with one of my football team members who is the exact opposite of innocent keeps coming to mind. Its not that I dont want zach to not date anyone I just dont want him to grow up hes mine in very territorial and I dont want anyone to take him away from me. I dont want zach to date marais for what marais to have a good night in bed but zach to just learn the man never loved him just wanted a good night I mean that pain never leaves you. Its impossible to forget that person the first person you thought loved you in a way that makes you blush when they speak or gives you butterflies when your with them the person who gave you the best memories. Zachs is my boy no one else's I dont want to see him get used like I did.ive only had one boy friend and I dont plan on having another. Aiden (his bf) used to love me a long time ago he was mine and I was his he was my first boyfriend my first kiss and my first everything. He made me feel special which clearly im not I was under his influence he was dominate so most of the time i was the once listening to him. I miss the feeling of being loved he gave me a promise ring I thought he was the one I was gonna marry turns out I was nothing to him I was just one of his many toys I gave my v-card to a fuckboy who didnt even care. I loved aiden so much that I let him get close with zach he and zach got along great. Aiden is now in collage probably in multiple relationships at once while I'm here in my last year of high school still feeling the pain he left. I dont want my sweet innocent zach to feel this pain of being used by someone you thought loved you but mostly in just afraid of loosing zach aswell yeah I have friends and stuff but he doesnt so I have to be there for him i need him to know he can trust me with anything i just don't wanna loose him hes the best thing that ever happened to me he brings the best out of me i love him so much and I will always try my best to keep him safe.